Tuesday Sep 24, 2002

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I want to be happy, I truly honestly with all my heart do so badly!!! Just the smallest things to some people make it so difficult sometimes. Fuck it, I'll find my own ways of being happy if that means the people around me will be.
pigs9488:
It almost seems to be an endless search. I want to find some one that i could be happy with, but i am just complainimg to you. I think i might be to eccentric for most people.
miami:
i'm trying to grapple with the notion that true happiness comes from within, not from someone else.
i'm losing.
but i strive for that. i think that if people are truly happy in themselves, they can have the deepest relationships of all. ones that are strong in individuality, where they are both giving, and no one is struggling to 'mine' happiness from the core's of others.

am i delusional?

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