tattoosnscrews

"Damned if I do, Damned if I don't!"

I have come to a point where I just am getting sick of everything.
Im Sick of trying to prove myself to people who don't believe the words I have to say.
Im Sick of People thinking they know me so well, where the make decisions for me.
Im Sick of Feeling guilty and depressed over the...
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2 packs of cigs smoked in one night,,,
Three arguments & a fucked job interview
what a day!

You just can't trust anybody~

... OK so Envy is one of the seven deadly sins ... So why am I still alive?!?!? I have met very few people in my life time that I can consider my true friends, but the one's I have, I love. It's so fucking ironic how the things I seem to envy about others, seem to be the things they dislike about themselves the...
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Blah Fuckin Blah Blah Blah!
I am Absolutely Bored as Shit!

...Every So Often you may have A glimpse of Reality ....
Although It's usually at that moment You have something in your Eye.

...People say that if you don't pay attention to what's going on, life can pass you by.
Thinking about that alone, makes me take my attention off of what's going on. I guess in retrospect, no matter what you do life is...
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"Its when you see yourself inside out, that you truly realize the person you are"

Thank you Gina.

I want to feel loved, I want to Live to love myself
I want to hold you ... I want you to stay far away
Please help me without knowing anything about me
Please Smile for me when I cant smile for myself

Can I love you and Still Hate what's inside
Can I live and Die
Can I Cry and Laugh
Can I hold...
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i want to stand in front of a bus

I decided to disappear for a while ... I need to get the fuck out of this world for a few. Times suck. So if any of you wonder where I am .. no worries Ill be back in time.

damn I feel alone