"So Where do you Go When All Doors Are Locked?"
- It is People who make People Evil and Heartless. I think im more comfortable feeling, "Dead Inside" Hating everybody, Not Caring for anybody, Not giving a shit about shit! Big said it the best, "Fuck the World Don't ask me for Shit!" And that's about how I feel right about now. I am the...
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- It is People who make People Evil and Heartless. I think im more comfortable feeling, "Dead Inside" Hating everybody, Not Caring for anybody, Not giving a shit about shit! Big said it the best, "Fuck the World Don't ask me for Shit!" And that's about how I feel right about now. I am the...
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I got into a fight today with My Ex Girl Friends New B/F
And ... For the First time ... I Kicked some Ass!
Also ended up in Handcuffs.
I think I may be doing the Court Thing Yet Once again ....
Oh Well it was worth it to Break his Jaw.
I have way to Much Built up Aggression
But I lost about 2...
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And ... For the First time ... I Kicked some Ass!
Also ended up in Handcuffs.
I think I may be doing the Court Thing Yet Once again ....
Oh Well it was worth it to Break his Jaw.
I have way to Much Built up Aggression
But I lost about 2...
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trinityy:
oh dear
what am i gonna do with you.... =/
so when you coming up again??
love
trin
what am i gonna do with you.... =/
so when you coming up again??
love
trin
yours is the only version of my desertion
that I could ever subscribe to
that is all that I can do
you are a past sinner the last winner
I'm reaping all around me
until the last drop is behind you
you're so cute when you're frustrated, dear
you're just so cute when you're sedated, oh dear
oh dear
sleep tight, dream right, we have...
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that I could ever subscribe to
that is all that I can do
you are a past sinner the last winner
I'm reaping all around me
until the last drop is behind you
you're so cute when you're frustrated, dear
you're just so cute when you're sedated, oh dear
oh dear
sleep tight, dream right, we have...
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"Depression is a Dick I don't wish in anybody's mouth!"
- It's another night spent alone, drinking way to much thinking about all the recent events that have transpired in my recent days. It's kinda funny, I don't think there has ever been a moment in my life where things just seemed to take a pause from depression and self doubt. I guess it's true...
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- It's another night spent alone, drinking way to much thinking about all the recent events that have transpired in my recent days. It's kinda funny, I don't think there has ever been a moment in my life where things just seemed to take a pause from depression and self doubt. I guess it's true...
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tattoosnscrews:
I made a small contact with Gina today. I just wanted to end on a brighter note, even though I know she thinks im a fucking loser ... I still couldn't try to move on in life when I had a mental image of being a loser to somebody in my head. But the hell with it .. Whats in the past .. is in the past.
trinityy:
the past isn't just the past most the time it can bring up some sort of pain down teh road having closure is a better way to seal things once and for all as well.love u lovr trin
I went to the Army recruiting Office today ..
Although I got there to Early.
Trin im sorry, But I got to do what I got to do. As much as being a roommate to you sounds great. Enlisting just feels right.
Like I said before,
The only person you really have in this world is, "Yourself."
I planned to do this once before and...
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Although I got there to Early.
Trin im sorry, But I got to do what I got to do. As much as being a roommate to you sounds great. Enlisting just feels right.
Like I said before,
The only person you really have in this world is, "Yourself."
I planned to do this once before and...
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trinityy:
um, good luck and i love you always i don't know if i should cry or just smile and feel happy for you b/c i can still feel inside you are not happy for yourself. you just seem so confused and hurt and are willing to do anything to get away from anything that seems to try and care for you and when one lil bump comes along you run and hide and fear the outcome good or bad. all i know is that you need to sit down and figure out life and not run away from life.
love you always
trin
love you always
trin
Dustin = Loser 
trinityy:
trin= biggest fucking loser then anyone. i am fucking stupid and beyond anything else.. woohoo goo me..
your not a loser babe and stay strong
love
trin
your not a loser babe and stay strong
love
trin
i think im going to try being gay!!! Wohoo to Gay Pride!!! 
Gimme some dick! Im done with the female element!
Gimme some dick! Im done with the female element!
disgorge:
Ok now I'm scared.
I think I fucked up again.
I got a problem....
I cant control my emotions with my little fuckface!
I tried to play it cool tonight ... I tried not pour my emotions on her, But I did!
I cant help it ... She's my baby! And for once my guard is down....
I just cross my fingers she feels the same way about me....
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I got a problem....
I cant control my emotions with my little fuckface!
I tried to play it cool tonight ... I tried not pour my emotions on her, But I did!
I cant help it ... She's my baby! And for once my guard is down....
I just cross my fingers she feels the same way about me....
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Women are fucking Crazy! Pure Mind Boggling Shit!
...OK so yeah and stuff, I didn't want to believe my Sister ... I didn't want to believe Trinity .. and I didn't want to believe myself, But they we were all right .... I still do dig that Crazy Moody Chick. We talked this morning for a few, and it was actually the first time in...
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...OK so yeah and stuff, I didn't want to believe my Sister ... I didn't want to believe Trinity .. and I didn't want to believe myself, But they we were all right .... I still do dig that Crazy Moody Chick. We talked this morning for a few, and it was actually the first time in...
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trinityy:
keep ur head up babe everything will be okay.. i have some things planned inmy head right now and i will go over them with as soon as i can love you love trin
tattoosnscrews:
Well once again It's been another day of getting the run around by jobs. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrr I hate job hunting!! Maybe I should be a Drug Dealing,Porn Star Pimp! Just a Thought!
Sooo Ummm Yeah and Stuff!
... Today was a pretty chill day! Talked to my Sister on the phone for an hour or so, Damn I love her! She always makes me smile!! My Homegirl Trinity and I have come to the conclusion that we need to get a place together. She is a hardkore kick ass friend, and it would rock to have such...
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... Today was a pretty chill day! Talked to my Sister on the phone for an hour or so, Damn I love her! She always makes me smile!! My Homegirl Trinity and I have come to the conclusion that we need to get a place together. She is a hardkore kick ass friend, and it would rock to have such...
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Drifting in the Seas of Self Hatred
Depicted in a Third Person
Watching My ship sink
Laughing At what
Is Uncertain
Damned Since Birth
With a thirst to be understood
I have failed myself
I have failed my future
My Hatred is Good
My beating Heart Has Been replaced
With a Taste to rot in this sin
Its where I have been
Ever since I was Erased
This battle I cannot win
Your lies Torture my inner strengths
Leaving my will unable to stand
The world you live in
I am Jealous of
I try hard to learn
But I fail to Understand.
Every door that has been open
I have walked in with an open heart
Behind me the door slams shut
Im caged, Im lost, Im Crying
Im torn apart
A vicious circle Built by my mind
Fine tuned with the hands of Infinity
Adjusted and disrupted
By the Sands of Time
I am Tired of this pain
The black hole I live in
I am Tired of these tears
Left in my own shit
Left unforgiving
I will never be Understood
I will never find one to understand
I am in this battle alone
Fucked and Tortured
I am Damned
My emotions are the only things
that keep me alive, I strive to Survive
even when they are
Sodomized from inside
My Crime is Trusting
In all that you Speak
Can you understand Why I cry
Do you see why I retreat
Fuck Me with your Defeat
I am dead .. But my Blood still flows