tattoosnscrews

... So my life has taken an unexpected twist, leaving me absolutely breathless and completely confused. Everything that was once thought to be strong has proven to be weak, on the other hand, everything I viewed as weak has proven to be more powerful than I could have ever imagined. I once thought I had a relationship that was worth saving, unfortunately due to recent events I do believe my love life has come to a standstill, once again causing me to put my wall back up and employ a few Palace Guards to protect it. I wonder if she knows that my heart still cries for her. I wonder if she knows what she lost. I guess it doesn't matter in the long run, if it was meant to be it would have been ... and obviously it was not meant for us to be together. I just wish I would have never opened my heart completely ... that was my fault, I thought she was "The One". Oh well, it's my Cancerian Curse. So I shall end entry like this... "If you really want me, come and get me!"