A Permanent Midnight
The Dr. Frankenstein Theory
...I had a scary thought as I laid my head to the pillow the other night. I was thinking about death so much for the past weeks that finally I started conspiring my own after death propaganda. Imagine for a moment that death is nothing more than the bodys way of giving up, the end all be all of any perfect thing. For lack of a better term a, Physical Copout so to speak. I started thinking more, digging deeper into my own self-conscious, looking for more theories and thoughts to add to this. After racking my brain for a period of time, I came upon a frightening thought. What if your brain never dies? What if it continues to live on like an engine without the proper fluids and care? What if it just sits there containing our thoughts and memories? I thought more about this very thing, more and more I dug into my theory. What if Heaven & Hell are nothing more than our memories living on? For instance, if the last thing you remember before you die is great things, your brain would create a feeling of euphoria creating a sense of good. With that being said, if the last thing you remember before you go, was the bad in life, your brain would create its on living hell or Permanent Midnight so to speak.
...Now, this is what freaked me out, What if you knew you were dead? What if you knew you were nothing more than a rotting brain, unable to create any new memories other than the thought of being in a box filled with nine inch nails buried 6 feet under? You couldnt talk, you couldnt move, you couldnt hear, you couldnt speak, you couldnt eat and you couldnt smell, all you could do is think. All you could do is reflect on your past and all you could do is slowly but surely go insane. What would you think about? What are you doing in your life now that you would dwell on? It makes you think twice about suicide. It makes you think twice about your choices and it sure as hell well make you think twice about the company you keep. If death is nothing more than memories, than I think I need to find some good ones. Just remember one thing. The only thing certain is that Death is Promised, life is not.
...So, please remember one thing as you walk through this crazy thing called life. The things you do today may be the only things you will ever remember. Treat the ones who you love with honesty & respect, treat the ones you dislike without worry, and treat the ones who you fear as a new opportunity to learn something different. Life is to short to be afraid. Life is too hard to give up now. Life is what you make it, only you have the power to change it. You just have to want to.
It's time to start living instead of slowly dying.
Be well folks, to yourself and yours.
Until we meet again....
Love & Respect.
Seeya Later Chickens
T............N..............S............
Tattooed N Screwed Superstar
PS. To everyone of you who has posted in my journal, left me a testimonial, listened to me cry, bared with my moods and who have been there for me in general, I just wanted to say,
"Thank you & I Love You!"
The Dr. Frankenstein Theory
...I had a scary thought as I laid my head to the pillow the other night. I was thinking about death so much for the past weeks that finally I started conspiring my own after death propaganda. Imagine for a moment that death is nothing more than the bodys way of giving up, the end all be all of any perfect thing. For lack of a better term a, Physical Copout so to speak. I started thinking more, digging deeper into my own self-conscious, looking for more theories and thoughts to add to this. After racking my brain for a period of time, I came upon a frightening thought. What if your brain never dies? What if it continues to live on like an engine without the proper fluids and care? What if it just sits there containing our thoughts and memories? I thought more about this very thing, more and more I dug into my theory. What if Heaven & Hell are nothing more than our memories living on? For instance, if the last thing you remember before you die is great things, your brain would create a feeling of euphoria creating a sense of good. With that being said, if the last thing you remember before you go, was the bad in life, your brain would create its on living hell or Permanent Midnight so to speak.
...Now, this is what freaked me out, What if you knew you were dead? What if you knew you were nothing more than a rotting brain, unable to create any new memories other than the thought of being in a box filled with nine inch nails buried 6 feet under? You couldnt talk, you couldnt move, you couldnt hear, you couldnt speak, you couldnt eat and you couldnt smell, all you could do is think. All you could do is reflect on your past and all you could do is slowly but surely go insane. What would you think about? What are you doing in your life now that you would dwell on? It makes you think twice about suicide. It makes you think twice about your choices and it sure as hell well make you think twice about the company you keep. If death is nothing more than memories, than I think I need to find some good ones. Just remember one thing. The only thing certain is that Death is Promised, life is not.
...So, please remember one thing as you walk through this crazy thing called life. The things you do today may be the only things you will ever remember. Treat the ones who you love with honesty & respect, treat the ones you dislike without worry, and treat the ones who you fear as a new opportunity to learn something different. Life is to short to be afraid. Life is too hard to give up now. Life is what you make it, only you have the power to change it. You just have to want to.
It's time to start living instead of slowly dying.
Be well folks, to yourself and yours.
Until we meet again....
Love & Respect.
Seeya Later Chickens
T............N..............S............
Tattooed N Screwed Superstar
PS. To everyone of you who has posted in my journal, left me a testimonial, listened to me cry, bared with my moods and who have been there for me in general, I just wanted to say,
"Thank you & I Love You!"
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you too. not living to die. I like that idea. don't ever forget how important you are. I plan on keeping you as a friend and emailing you. more hugs and 
for you, doll.
you too. not living to die. I like that idea. don't ever forget how important you are. I plan on keeping you as a friend and emailing you. more hugs and for you, doll.
aries:
yay Tarot cards!! Make me the Sun Card please!!!!