tattoosnscrews

... Walking through life is a hard enough task to do for yourself. Sometimes when you look up at the sky you may become distracted by the stars. Sometimes the stars may become distracted by you. We tend to forget that we are not the only ones traveling, not the only ones staring at the stars, not the only ones in pain, not the only ones in shame, not the only ones in fear, not the only ones with tears, not the only ones that need to be held, not the only ones who have lost and fell, not the only ones that need love, not the only ones that fear love, not the only ones that miss out, not the only ones who find what they have lost, not the only ones .... not the only ones at all.

.... I wonder how I look to others. I know I shouldn't care what others think, but still I wonder. Do they see me as a man, do they see me as a boy, do they see me as winner, do they see me as a loser, do they see me as beautiful, do they see me as ugly, do they see me as smart, do they see me as stupid, do they see me as talented, do they see me as a waste of space, do they see me as honest, do they see me as dishonest, do they see me as a friend, do they see me as an enemy, do they see me as a person ...... do they even see me at all?

..... Once again I let the anger win, and I was left lost. I tried to take Karma into my own hands, but Karma reminded me it couldn't be tamed. I thought I had everything, I now realize I have nothing. I am alone, not in the sense of not having anybody around me. Alone as in, when the road ends with two separate paths ... It's only me who has to make the choice. For myself. Do I take the road less traveled, or keep going straight?

"Why does my mind pay the price for my hearts decisions?"