I wish I had enough time to reply to everyone who has commented in my journal for the past month or so... but since I only have a few minutes of internet access I am going to say thank you to all this way. It might sound sad but it makes me feel really good to get your comments. I have been gone for a month now and only 4 people have called me since I have left... it seems like no one even noticed am not there. Its kinda scary to be out there and feel so alone... I know I know... he is with me... but it really doesn't make a difference. It still feels lonely.
I miss Austin with a passion... but I really dont feel like I can come back. Like I have already come this far and stressed this much... I should just stick with the plan.
Eh... I have until Monday to decide whether or not I am quitting. I honestly have no clue what I will do.
Maybe I'll see ya'll around soon then. Laters.
I miss Austin with a passion... but I really dont feel like I can come back. Like I have already come this far and stressed this much... I should just stick with the plan.
Eh... I have until Monday to decide whether or not I am quitting. I honestly have no clue what I will do.
Maybe I'll see ya'll around soon then. Laters.
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jman76:
I hope things get better for you. Just keep a postive attitude. Don't feel that you are alone. You got good friends here on SG. Me included. Well hope to hear from you soon. 
baddog_ar:
I hope that you are doing okay and had a good 4th. Take care of yourself. Later. 
