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what is this??? everytime someone talks to me about me they only tell me what im doing wrong! i need to do this, i need to stop doing that, fuck it, all of it damn you! im a great girl, im cute, im friendly, kinda shy (not a bad thing damn it), sweet disposition, not a bad lay at all, i have manors, i know when to be empathetic and i know when i keep my mouth closed, i have impectable knowlege about the most random things in life, im young but not obnoxious. Do i ever hear this though, fuck no. all i hear is what im doin wrong, that i need too much, want to much, expect too much. and whats wrong with wanting, needing? the people who critisiz me for all that are damn hypocrits, they want and need as well but i dont go off on them for all thier faults because honestly i dont see them as such, if they conformed to everything i wanted them to be then why even bother with em, thats just not life, thats not right for me to ask of anyone, thats no fun! for once id love for someone to tell me how wonderful i am, that im great, that theres nothing they would change about me. haha thats never gonna happen though is it?!?!? if im really that much trouble then why are they around me, there must be something keeping them around right??? (haah see above for positive statements) gah, i just dont know anymore!
I will always listen and condsider, i will always be open minded, but what about you, your not the only one who can do this, i choose not to, but if it came down to it my honesty can be just as leathal. You think you have some sort of upper hand on this, you would love for me to tell you what i think you need to do, what you should stop doin ect, the truth is i think your perfect. think about that one ass monkeys! or maybe this is just one more thing you think i need to stop, i need to stop worryin, need to stop thinkin about it so much, why dont you just tell me to stop feeling, to stop being human, i dare you.
what is this??? everytime someone talks to me about me they only tell me what im doing wrong! i need to do this, i need to stop doing that, fuck it, all of it damn you! im a great girl, im cute, im friendly, kinda shy (not a bad thing damn it), sweet disposition, not a bad lay at all, i have manors, i know when to be empathetic and i know when i keep my mouth closed, i have impectable knowlege about the most random things in life, im young but not obnoxious. Do i ever hear this though, fuck no. all i hear is what im doin wrong, that i need too much, want to much, expect too much. and whats wrong with wanting, needing? the people who critisiz me for all that are damn hypocrits, they want and need as well but i dont go off on them for all thier faults because honestly i dont see them as such, if they conformed to everything i wanted them to be then why even bother with em, thats just not life, thats not right for me to ask of anyone, thats no fun! for once id love for someone to tell me how wonderful i am, that im great, that theres nothing they would change about me. haha thats never gonna happen though is it?!?!? if im really that much trouble then why are they around me, there must be something keeping them around right??? (haah see above for positive statements) gah, i just dont know anymore!
I will always listen and condsider, i will always be open minded, but what about you, your not the only one who can do this, i choose not to, but if it came down to it my honesty can be just as leathal. You think you have some sort of upper hand on this, you would love for me to tell you what i think you need to do, what you should stop doin ect, the truth is i think your perfect. think about that one ass monkeys! or maybe this is just one more thing you think i need to stop, i need to stop worryin, need to stop thinkin about it so much, why dont you just tell me to stop feeling, to stop being human, i dare you.
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