tattoohotdolly

i just woke up in a very bad mood. i had a horrible dream and would share it but im afriad if i do it will come true. i have this thing about bad luck, karma et that can be quite a vice for me if taken seriously, and today im taking it up a notch. the dream mad me sad but ultimatly very angry, i dont know if its insecurity or if i just think everyone is out to screw with me and my heart but my god. i have very vivid dreams and usually i love em, espec when i wake up in mid orgasm (thats happend to me 2, just thinkin of sex can make me cum, gifted i know!) and even thought the relevence of this last dream may only be me bein a dumb girl i cant help but think in the back of my head...ive never been wrong...not once, not when it mattered. my last boyfriend was horrified of my dreams, for good reason too, ive caught him cheating 2x on just a few paranoid dreams i thought, but when i told him about em his face turned white and he actually said "how did you know that? im sure its nutbar of me to say but i trust my dreams but at the same time its like give me a break, i can be very insecure about things and maybe its just my minds way of dealin, to just give me what i want, to show it to me, so later i can just brush it off as if nothin happens...right????