tattoohotdolly

7 months later....and seeing him makes me miss nate ..... it sounds wierd i know but the ex..tom...makes me want to be near nate. i miss him, hell be leavin here in a few day too *sad face*
if i could really tell nate how badly im gonna miss him i would, no words (korny i know) but with an impending interigation (if he reads this) its practically quarenteed anyways.
at least theres closure. no nothin and im soooo glad, not even a smidge of anything, even friendly handshake would be strange. good!
darn it and onve again im alone on the holidays, even new years no cute nate face to kiss. *tears* 3 yrs in a row ive had to spend xmas and new yrs alone, what are the odds geh!
no pitty for me though, no ones cares...awwww.....
haha i made a noise and tom said thats one thing hell miss....my noises. guess they make more of an impression then i thought...hmmph!
love
nikki