tattooeddad

3/31/06
Prepare to be bombarded with a plethora of random thoughts and pointless diatribes here this morning......

I had a very hard time trying to sleep last night and just kind of tossed and turned for most of it. The pain was alittle more intense than usual maybe due in some small part that my lovely and dear friend came over yesterday and treated me to a 3hours plus therapeutic massge. I have had really bad atrophy in my arms and hands and shoulders for about a month and even getting a shirt on and off has become more difficult than usual. The massage felt so amazing but a few hours after the fact I became increasingly sore. My arms are still a little red from the rubdown. It was very sweet of her to do it unsolicited believe me. I felt so pampered and loved.

When I was laying there in bed last night, my mind was racing like a million miles an hour about different subjects and such...I thought that maybe I would make a list (on here) of my favorites in different categories as the profile answers at the left really don't answer everything, do they?

MY FAVORITE SONGS:
1) Imagine - John Lennon
2) In Your Eyes - Peter Gabriel
3) Everybody Wants To Rule The World - Tears For Fears
4) Your Song - Elton John
5) I hope That I Don't Fall IN Love With You - Tom Waits
6) Little Surfer Girl - The Beach Boys
7) Stay - Shakespeare's Sister
8) Sinking - The Cure
9) Somebody - Depeche Mode
10) Sail Away Sweet Sister - Queen
11) All Dead - Queen
12) Under Pressure - Queen + David Bowie
13) Thoughtless - Korn
14) Winter - Tori Amos
15) Possesion - Sarah McClachlan
16) Secret - OMD
17) Caravan Of Love - The Housemartins
18) I've just seen a face - The Beatles
19) Kiss Of Love - Anything Box
20) Rain - Red Flag
21) Heaven Tonight - Cheap Trick (I SO want to cover this!)
22) Computer Blue - Prince
23) Dreaming - Blondie
24) Hey You - Pink Floyd
25) On Top Of The World - The Carpenters

#25 is not a joke. I LOVE KAREN CARPENTER!!! On my honeymoon I went to her grave and laid flowers....She was/is one of my fav singers ever.

I was thinking last night too (not a condemnation, just an observation) that all of us on here have a voyeuristic streak in us. I mean not only do we look at each other's pictures but we read each other's journals and leave comments. Traditionally a journal is supposed to be your sounding board for your innermost, most private thought and feelings, but on here it's more like a forum for catharsis, isn't it. I actually enjoy the whole "no secrets/no boundaries" approach with my friends on here. I have had conversations with some of you that have been far more intimate and heartfelt than ones I have with my circle of friends in person here. I think that at least for me, this is a good thing, no complaints at all.

Had an eerie kind fo experience last night also (oh, do share Scott! DO SHARE!). I was laying there and it was about 12:30am my time and I swear to GOD, I heard my friend Tess call my name twice. This came off as strange because she didn't call me by my name (Scott), she addressed me by the nickname that she has called me for 14 years. I freaked out and tried to call her on her cell phone but she didn't answer. She's in the middle of a divorce and is really have a tough go of it right now. I try to call her every day to check on her, but sometimes I forget cuz I'm dealing with all my own drama and bullshit. I'm going to try and call her a little while from now and see if she wants to do lunch or something.

I am so fucking nauseous right now....I was ok til I heard the wifey and the morning sickness routine...
Now I feel the "technicolor yawn" coming on....

Recorded a new episode of SMALLVILLE (fucking finally!) last night that I need to watch sometime today. Normally I would do something fun with the kids after Tori gets out of school but I just feel wiped out. My head is bobbing just typing this fucking thing. (yeah, I know I say fuck too much). I think I'll just stick close to home today (probably Saturday too).

I got invited to go to the Tattoo convention in Anaheim April 21-23rd. Haven't decided yet. Wifey doesn't want to go, so I might be flying solo. albeit with friends in tow, they invited ME.

Can't wait for the new Lacuna Coil CD this Tuesday! I'm excited!

Starting to get the itch for more tattoo work too. The two I had the reacton with are 99% healed. I need to get that outline filled in with all the water as well.

OK, a question posed to the masses (whether you are on my friends list or not, feel free to chime in):

??? --- If you could sleep with/be "intimate" with any celebrity living or dead, who would it be? Why?

I will answer this as that is only fair to start it off. MY response would be........(drumroll)............Sandra Bullock. I have loved her since 1993. She is my favorite actress of all time and I know I would be putty in her presence. Jesse James is a lucky SOB for damn sure! (hey at least I know she digs guys with ink, right?)....

Well, looking at the clock I see it's just about time to run my little princess, Tori off to school for the day. Logan is already pestering me to play PS2. sigh.........

I need a long hot shower....pray for HOT water........

Hope all of you have a safe and fun weekend wherever you may be.