3/18/06
It's 5am and I've actually been on here for an hour already. I can't sleep and I'm still feeling the Long Island Iced Tea I had with dinner. It must have messed up my blood sugar or something cuz I'm so sick to my stomach right now drinking 7up Plus to calm it down.
Had a reaction to the green ink in two of my new tattoos. Went and talked to John (he's done 30 of my pieces) and he said to just let him work on me from now on because in addition to the ink he suspects it has something to do with technique as well from the other artist. Makes sense to me. I'm happy with the work, just never had redness or seeping of ink before, kind of weird.
I'm stresssing about money again. A few bills are behind due to the hospital visits and such. My cable/internet bill is past due. So is my car payment, my car insurance and my cell phone bill. Kris gets paid every Thursday but my next check won't arrive until April 3rd. Gotta do the whole stretch the money think. It probably doesn't help that I pay for tattoos (sometimes) and buy my kids just about anything they ask for at the store (within reason). I have a hard time saying NO to them. I feel guilty for all the crap they have to deal with (health probs) so I overcompensate I think and spoil them beyond rotten> Tori has hundreds of Barbies and Care Bears and Logan has probably close to 100 video games and/or action figures. What can I say, I love my monkeys! (SEE AGENDA, I'M RAMBLING ABOUT MY KIDS AGAIN!
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I have to send out Logan's B-day party invites today so people get them in time. It will be mostly adults since he only has a few friends his age. Hopefully that will change once he starts school in August.
Logan will have his NEUROLOGIST appt on the 27th (soon, whew!) but he has to go next week and have an EEG done first. I hope that goes smooth, he hates Doctor's visits and freaks out almost every time.
I hate my profile pic.... I need a better one.
My best friend moved to Reno last weekend. I miss her...I still talk to her everyday but now she's 4-5 hours away instead of 1 1/2. The visits will probably be less frequent now...makes me sad...
Man, ADULT SWIM shows some wack-ass cartoons at this hour....
I keep running into people from my AA and 12 step meetings that ask where I've been and I keep making excuses...I feel like a lame-o. Yeah, I've been drinking (a little), but I haven't fallen back on the drugs/painkillers/etc.
The 12 step meeting is for Porn addicts too. Gee.......I wonder how I'm fairing IN THAT AREA?
Two munchkins snoring behind me......what a lovely sound.
I know my life isn't as excitng as some, but everyday is a an adventure in spite of it all.
Might be starting a new band again. The one I'm in is going nowhere and I want TO PLAY DAMMIT! Looking around for players now...Want to do something kind of new-wave ish a'la
Depeche Mode, Omd, Cars, Killers, etc. Something with heavy synths and beats. I need a change up since I've been playing heavy stuff for 3 years. Time for a change.....
I just sneezed 7up onto my screen.......gross.
Might try lying down again......
It's 5am and I've actually been on here for an hour already. I can't sleep and I'm still feeling the Long Island Iced Tea I had with dinner. It must have messed up my blood sugar or something cuz I'm so sick to my stomach right now drinking 7up Plus to calm it down.
Had a reaction to the green ink in two of my new tattoos. Went and talked to John (he's done 30 of my pieces) and he said to just let him work on me from now on because in addition to the ink he suspects it has something to do with technique as well from the other artist. Makes sense to me. I'm happy with the work, just never had redness or seeping of ink before, kind of weird.
I'm stresssing about money again. A few bills are behind due to the hospital visits and such. My cable/internet bill is past due. So is my car payment, my car insurance and my cell phone bill. Kris gets paid every Thursday but my next check won't arrive until April 3rd. Gotta do the whole stretch the money think. It probably doesn't help that I pay for tattoos (sometimes) and buy my kids just about anything they ask for at the store (within reason). I have a hard time saying NO to them. I feel guilty for all the crap they have to deal with (health probs) so I overcompensate I think and spoil them beyond rotten> Tori has hundreds of Barbies and Care Bears and Logan has probably close to 100 video games and/or action figures. What can I say, I love my monkeys! (SEE AGENDA, I'M RAMBLING ABOUT MY KIDS AGAIN!
)
I have to send out Logan's B-day party invites today so people get them in time. It will be mostly adults since he only has a few friends his age. Hopefully that will change once he starts school in August.
Logan will have his NEUROLOGIST appt on the 27th (soon, whew!) but he has to go next week and have an EEG done first. I hope that goes smooth, he hates Doctor's visits and freaks out almost every time.
I hate my profile pic.... I need a better one.
My best friend moved to Reno last weekend. I miss her...I still talk to her everyday but now she's 4-5 hours away instead of 1 1/2. The visits will probably be less frequent now...makes me sad...
Man, ADULT SWIM shows some wack-ass cartoons at this hour....
I keep running into people from my AA and 12 step meetings that ask where I've been and I keep making excuses...I feel like a lame-o. Yeah, I've been drinking (a little), but I haven't fallen back on the drugs/painkillers/etc.
The 12 step meeting is for Porn addicts too. Gee.......I wonder how I'm fairing IN THAT AREA?
Two munchkins snoring behind me......what a lovely sound.
I know my life isn't as excitng as some, but everyday is a an adventure in spite of it all.
Might be starting a new band again. The one I'm in is going nowhere and I want TO PLAY DAMMIT! Looking around for players now...Want to do something kind of new-wave ish a'la
Depeche Mode, Omd, Cars, Killers, etc. Something with heavy synths and beats. I need a change up since I've been playing heavy stuff for 3 years. Time for a change.....
I just sneezed 7up onto my screen.......gross.
Might try lying down again......
sass:
"I just sneezed 7up onto my screen.......gross" hahahaah you're awesome.