tattooeddad

3/12/06
I have loved the band QUEEN my entire life and recently have (re)acquired all of their albums and DVD's. I think if their were any song in the universe that would some up what I'm "feeling" right now with everything that has gone on , especially in the last 5-6 days it would be UNDER PRESSURE which has been my ring tone on my cell phone for when my parents call for a while now. It just seems evry time I have listened to that song this week I've thought to myself "Ain't that the truth"....I'm not a negative person by any means. I'm the cut-up /clown/ joker that's always being the comforter for everyone else. Now I'm in my own rut and I feel guilty for bringing others down. God, I need some serious therapy. I think I would be a therapist's wet dream right now with all my fuckin' hang ups and baggage. Off to bed to try to relax.....(thank you guys for all the well wishing on my family's behalf. It's appreciated immensely and not taken lightly.) Writing this blog actually helps, and knowing that you guys read it and offer your thoughts makes it worthwhile. I'll try to write more tomorrow...