3/9/09
ok, so some more with this serious shit goesdown theme: Tuesday night at around midnight, Logan (my son), had his third hypoglycemic seizure and due to his non-responsive nature we had to call 911 and do the whole ambulance and hospital thing. Took a couple of hours but they got him stable enough to bring home. Yesterday was both kids regular check up with their pedriatic endriconologist (diabetes) doctors in San Francisco. Even more bad news.....Tori probably has (more tests needed) Celiac's disease. Kids with diabetes, liver or kidney problems can get this. Worst case scenario it can actually stunt/stop their growth (i.e. Gary Coleman, Joe. C, that girl from National lampoon's Vacation). It will require agressive measures and a more radical change in her diet to compensate. Logan has to see a pedriatic neurologist because his seizures may actually be epilepsy and not hypoglycemic episodes. Kris and I are just beside ourselves right now in shock. Kris broke down a couple times last night but me being me I had to do my crying in private in the few moments I could get to myself. Even though I know it's not the case, I think sometimes that GOD is punishing me for the life I've lead and using my kids as the conduit to get me to change....I think I'm losing my mind......
ok, so some more with this serious shit goesdown theme: Tuesday night at around midnight, Logan (my son), had his third hypoglycemic seizure and due to his non-responsive nature we had to call 911 and do the whole ambulance and hospital thing. Took a couple of hours but they got him stable enough to bring home. Yesterday was both kids regular check up with their pedriatic endriconologist (diabetes) doctors in San Francisco. Even more bad news.....Tori probably has (more tests needed) Celiac's disease. Kids with diabetes, liver or kidney problems can get this. Worst case scenario it can actually stunt/stop their growth (i.e. Gary Coleman, Joe. C, that girl from National lampoon's Vacation). It will require agressive measures and a more radical change in her diet to compensate. Logan has to see a pedriatic neurologist because his seizures may actually be epilepsy and not hypoglycemic episodes. Kris and I are just beside ourselves right now in shock. Kris broke down a couple times last night but me being me I had to do my crying in private in the few moments I could get to myself. Even though I know it's not the case, I think sometimes that GOD is punishing me for the life I've lead and using my kids as the conduit to get me to change....I think I'm losing my mind......
Either and any way, I cannot even imagine how difficult all of that would be, so kudos for even having a mental state as opposed to detatchment. You have to keep it up for them, right?
I hope everything goes good for you, and in turn them and your wife and whatnot. It'll all work out...yet another keyword: work. (kind of shitty, I know :-/)