3/7/06
Some times in this world, some serious shit goes down whether we are paying attention or not...I have two sets of friends that are both headed for divorces which makes me fucking paranoid and reexamine my own marriage. I told Kris this morning how I was feeling and she told me that we were ok and that "they" weren't. I don't think that reassured me any. It's not like I want us to have problems, but I don't want to not be paying attention someday and all of a sudden have Kris say I want a divorce now. My own insecurities perhaps....(I have in the Family Guy movie in the background. Love it!)
I was up most of the night again hacking up blood and gunk, yuck!
I read online this morning that Dana Reeves died. It saddens me, but at the same time I know that she and Christopher (my hero) are together again and that's a good thing. True love lasts forever....
Both my kids are sick now too, thanks to me....
If I went on a game show right now, I'd like to win a lifetime supply of kleenex.
Had another one of my vampire nightmares last night....weird......(Brian the dog says "HOLY FREAKIN" GOD!!!" that shit slays me....)
Can't believe its only 7am and I am wide awake, pathetic.....
Random thoughts:
1) why do 99cent stores have that "smell"?
2) do crematoriums ever have company bbq's?
3) why do drive thru's for fast food have braille?
4) why does my pharmacy only have one line every time I go in there?
5) how do people like William Hung get record deals and I never have?
I actually did get offered and artist development deal back a few years back but the band imploded....drama...
ok, time to go lay back down and give the keyboard and my eyes a rest...
Some times in this world, some serious shit goes down whether we are paying attention or not...I have two sets of friends that are both headed for divorces which makes me fucking paranoid and reexamine my own marriage. I told Kris this morning how I was feeling and she told me that we were ok and that "they" weren't. I don't think that reassured me any. It's not like I want us to have problems, but I don't want to not be paying attention someday and all of a sudden have Kris say I want a divorce now. My own insecurities perhaps....(I have in the Family Guy movie in the background. Love it!)
I was up most of the night again hacking up blood and gunk, yuck!
I read online this morning that Dana Reeves died. It saddens me, but at the same time I know that she and Christopher (my hero) are together again and that's a good thing. True love lasts forever....
Both my kids are sick now too, thanks to me....
If I went on a game show right now, I'd like to win a lifetime supply of kleenex.
Had another one of my vampire nightmares last night....weird......(Brian the dog says "HOLY FREAKIN" GOD!!!" that shit slays me....)
Can't believe its only 7am and I am wide awake, pathetic.....
Random thoughts:
1) why do 99cent stores have that "smell"?
2) do crematoriums ever have company bbq's?
3) why do drive thru's for fast food have braille?
4) why does my pharmacy only have one line every time I go in there?
5) how do people like William Hung get record deals and I never have?
I actually did get offered and artist development deal back a few years back but the band imploded....drama...
ok, time to go lay back down and give the keyboard and my eyes a rest...