4/18/06
Just a quick overview of WHAT exactly causes the pain since some people have asked and I seem to talk about it on a daily basis with at least one person, so here goes. The quick version.
I have a degenerative nerve disorder callled PERIPHERAL NEUROPATHY. People with diabetes, HIV, or Cancer are most susceptible or likely to get it. I have had diabetes...
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Just a quick overview of WHAT exactly causes the pain since some people have asked and I seem to talk about it on a daily basis with at least one person, so here goes. The quick version.
I have a degenerative nerve disorder callled PERIPHERAL NEUROPATHY. People with diabetes, HIV, or Cancer are most susceptible or likely to get it. I have had diabetes...
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snakelover:
Thanks for the explanation .I was wondering. I myself , would probably go for the morphine ,i'm such a wimp! Hang in there!
ta2dmom:
DAMN! The fact that you go it w/o the aid of meds is what impresses me. I get a headache and want to run for the lortab.And the fact that you weighed 410 lbs is shocking. Thanks for explaining. I know I was one of those people asking all the time. Thanks for letting me know. You are one very brave guy. I'll keep good thoughts for you so you can hang out to watch the kids grow. 
4/17/06
Here goes my "crybaby" moment. I have never wanted a painkiller or morphine so bad in the last 6 months. I can barely fucking walk guys. The pain is THAT bad. It has just accentuated itself over the last week to the point of being intolerable. I had to keep "pacing" last night at my folks which pisses my Mother off for some unexplainable...
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Here goes my "crybaby" moment. I have never wanted a painkiller or morphine so bad in the last 6 months. I can barely fucking walk guys. The pain is THAT bad. It has just accentuated itself over the last week to the point of being intolerable. I had to keep "pacing" last night at my folks which pisses my Mother off for some unexplainable...
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sunshine:
Thank you! 
I wish you were having as good of a night as me 
how's the pain today? hangin' in there ok?
xoxo
Sunshine
I wish you were having as good of a night as me how's the pain today? hangin' in there ok?
xoxo
Sunshine
pinkwhiskey:
i'm sorry you feel shitty, but i'm glad you have a dad that understands, mine doesn't ... in fact last time we had an actual convo he called me a whore so we won't be trying that one again anytime soon...anyways...steal some of the kiddies' chocolatte and remember, booty is booty 
i'm sorry you feel shitty, but i'm glad you have a dad that understands, mine doesn't ... in fact last time we had an actual convo he called me a whore so we won't be trying that one again anytime soon...anyways...steal some of the kiddies' chocolatte and remember, booty is booty 4/16/06
Went to a Birthday party yesterday at Chuck E Cheese for our friend's little guy Cody who turned 1. I have pix of him in my KIDS folder. He's 1 now and is a dead ringer for Stewie from FAMILY GUY. We all call him that, poor kid. But we were there for like 4 hours. I LOVE kids, but I had such a...
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Went to a Birthday party yesterday at Chuck E Cheese for our friend's little guy Cody who turned 1. I have pix of him in my KIDS folder. He's 1 now and is a dead ringer for Stewie from FAMILY GUY. We all call him that, poor kid. But we were there for like 4 hours. I LOVE kids, but I had such a...
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mystic:
Happy Easter! How many eggs did they find then?!xx
ta2dmom:
I'm glad you had a good Easter. Ours was "eventful" to say the least. As for the whole sex, pda thing, just give her some time, the second trimester she'll want more. TRUST ME! been there, done that, bought the tshirt lol.
4/15/06
I'm sure I probably sound like the biggest fucking crybaby in the world, but I've been up for like 2 1/2 hours. I am out of my mind with pain. I can barely hold a cohesive thought right now and I feel like I'm going to throw up from the level of pain. It may come off as reiteration to a few of you,...
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I'm sure I probably sound like the biggest fucking crybaby in the world, but I've been up for like 2 1/2 hours. I am out of my mind with pain. I can barely hold a cohesive thought right now and I feel like I'm going to throw up from the level of pain. It may come off as reiteration to a few of you,...
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mystic:
Shit!
Sorry you're feeling so bad at the moment, but I'm sure it'll pass, and hopefully sooner rather than later! Big bisous heading your way honey!xxx
Sorry you're feeling so bad at the moment, but I'm sure it'll pass, and hopefully sooner rather than later! Big bisous heading your way honey!xxx
sunshine:
I know what you mean about the friendship thing. I have people on my list that have never once commented in my journal... which is confusing about how we are friends but whatever right? I was thinking that sg should make it so you could make certain friends a different color, but only you would be able to see the different colors, so nobody would know if they were just in your list or if you make them green (or whatever) and REALLY considered them a friend (hope that makes sense cause it does to me).
Anyway, that sux about the pain thing. I hate when people have a problem that i can't make a little better. I'll just send some warm fuzzy pain free thoughts your way
xoxo
Sunshine
Oh and by the way the pink razor is a phone (or was that sarcastic?)
And its Cheryl
which is confusing about how we are friends but whatever right? I was thinking that sg should make it so you could make certain friends a different color, but only you would be able to see the different colors, so nobody would know if they were just in your list or if you make them green (or whatever) and REALLY considered them a friend (hope that makes sense cause it does to me).
Anyway, that sux about the pain thing. I hate when people have a problem that i can't make a little better.
I'll just send some warm fuzzy pain free thoughts your way
xoxo
Sunshine
Oh and by the way the pink razor is a phone (or was that sarcastic?)
And its Cheryl
4/14/06
Dude, I am so fucking PISSED right now I could fucking scream!!!! So a couple of hours ago, my friend, a CLOSE friend at that, who has been my friend for more than ten years calls me up and says, "hey I'm in town down the street from you at the movie theater." I asked what she was going to see and she said...
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Dude, I am so fucking PISSED right now I could fucking scream!!!! So a couple of hours ago, my friend, a CLOSE friend at that, who has been my friend for more than ten years calls me up and says, "hey I'm in town down the street from you at the movie theater." I asked what she was going to see and she said...
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snakelover:
people save seats all the time theres no excuse!"sorry someones sitting there" come on now!
ta2dmom:
Are you kidding me? I'm the QUEEN of saving seats. I don't care how many I'm having to save, they're all going to be saved. I've actually saved an entire row once in a busy theater. It's not that hard. I'd be more than pissed if I was you.
4/14/06
I am a limp noodle right now. Micaela massaged me for about 4 hours or so yesterday and I fell asleep on her twice. I slept like a baby all night. awww........My buddy Kev (Dead End Darlings) gave me a copy of their new studio recordings yesterday. WOW! These guys SOOO deserve to be signed to a label as they really kick ass! I...
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I am a limp noodle right now. Micaela massaged me for about 4 hours or so yesterday and I fell asleep on her twice. I slept like a baby all night. awww........My buddy Kev (Dead End Darlings) gave me a copy of their new studio recordings yesterday. WOW! These guys SOOO deserve to be signed to a label as they really kick ass! I...
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ta2dmom:
I love top ramen though lol. I'm glad you got some great sleep finally and that you got food.
mystic:
That was really nice about the raindrops, is it one of yours?
Hope you're feeling better now!xx
Hope you're feeling better now!xx
4/13/06
So, I'm still kind of reeling from all the drama yesterday, but I managed to sleep at least part of the night anyway. I'm hoping my friend Micaela will come over today and give me a massage. I know I keep going on about it, but the pain is severe and is definitely affecting my mood and tempermant at this point. I must have...
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So, I'm still kind of reeling from all the drama yesterday, but I managed to sleep at least part of the night anyway. I'm hoping my friend Micaela will come over today and give me a massage. I know I keep going on about it, but the pain is severe and is definitely affecting my mood and tempermant at this point. I must have...
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ta2dmom:
hey this way you can get ya some diet coke. I hope you get your massage. If anything works on the pain even for a minute it's well worth it. Good luck on the game. I really don't play ANY video games. I'm afraid they'll suck me right in lol.
4/12/06
If I don't get back to anybody today I apologize in advance...This morning has been a fucking nightmare....
I had to take Kris to the hospital because she threw up so severely in the shower that she almost blacked out. I had to pick her up early from work yesterday because she was dizzy and nauseous. I had attributed it to morning sickness but...
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If I don't get back to anybody today I apologize in advance...This morning has been a fucking nightmare....
I had to take Kris to the hospital because she threw up so severely in the shower that she almost blacked out. I had to pick her up early from work yesterday because she was dizzy and nauseous. I had attributed it to morning sickness but...
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ta2dmom:
HPV is usually a lead in to cervical cancer if not treated. It's Human Papiloma Virus and is also known by the less severe 'genital warts' if it's been undiagnosed for a long time, then it might be worse, if it's early enough, they may just have to freeze them off and do a scraping. I'm so sorry you're having these troubles. I hope everything works out for you and yours. (I only know about HPV because my sister had to deal with it) I hope it all turns out good for everyone around. ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))
4/12/06
At the urging of some friends I'm cut & pasting my journals to Myspace as not all my friends are on here like me....
I am not a follower of AMERICAN IDOL or a fan of that circus. I am however a HUGE fan of QUEEN and a lifetime member of their worldwide fan club. Yhey sent me an e-mail about the show last...
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At the urging of some friends I'm cut & pasting my journals to Myspace as not all my friends are on here like me....
I am not a follower of AMERICAN IDOL or a fan of that circus. I am however a HUGE fan of QUEEN and a lifetime member of their worldwide fan club. Yhey sent me an e-mail about the show last...
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ta2dmom:
I totally forgot about the whole Queen night last night. I don't watch it either but the couple times I've seen anything from it, I really like Chris. I think probably because he's not trying to be some kind of bubblegum pop singer. I hear his version *really Live's version* of Walk the Line was amazing. I didn't see it since I don't watch the show but still, heard it was great.
I hope you're feeling better soon. What's the pain all from anyway if you don't mind my asking.
I too am out of my diet pepsi! YIKES! I'll drink grape kool aid though and be totally happy with that lol.
Have a good day.
I hope you're feeling better soon. What's the pain all from anyway if you don't mind my asking.
I too am out of my diet pepsi! YIKES! I'll drink grape kool aid though and be totally happy with that lol.
Have a good day.
4/11/06
Well, let's see. Now that I've made a billion comments on all of YOU GUYS journals I guess I'm a target now.....
Nothing interesting happened yesterday other than the whole finding my friends on MYSPACE thing. I was really stoked about that, still am. Went to Alex's house for about an hour last night and played him the 4 song demo from my band,...
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Well, let's see. Now that I've made a billion comments on all of YOU GUYS journals I guess I'm a target now.....
Nothing interesting happened yesterday other than the whole finding my friends on MYSPACE thing. I was really stoked about that, still am. Went to Alex's house for about an hour last night and played him the 4 song demo from my band,...
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snakelover:
x-men or x-men 1.5 ?
sunshine:
Dude!! What are you too cool? Make too many friends? I haven't heard from ya all week! jk
And....
I'm boycotting my space!! (for no good reason other than I can only handle one internet addiction, and sg wins on account of nakedness)!!
xoxo
Sunshine
jk
And....
I'm boycotting my space!! (for no good reason other than I can only handle one internet addiction, and sg wins on account of nakedness)!!
xoxo
Sunshine
4/10/06
I Know that I trash myspace constantly but they finally did something right for once. I just found a very close friend of mine that I lost touch with two years ago when she and her husband moved out of state. Alisa and Bryan are now the proud parents of 5 month old Connor. I couldn't be happier for them and hearing her voice...
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I Know that I trash myspace constantly but they finally did something right for once. I just found a very close friend of mine that I lost touch with two years ago when she and her husband moved out of state. Alisa and Bryan are now the proud parents of 5 month old Connor. I couldn't be happier for them and hearing her voice...
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lenox:
oooo Sybil - good choice! along w/ Freud - nice mix ^__^
linoleum:
you think?? thats funny cos that pic is the exact proportions of me!! i must be rather small then
myspace isnt all evil
myspace isnt all evil
4/10/06
Got up to take Wifey to work and it's POURING rain outside. I love the rain but not driving in it 5minutes after waking up. Thank god for the Metallica CD in the stereo that kept me AWAKE!!
Still haven't watched Narnia and now it's overdue....shit.
Just lounged around la casa yesterday. A couple friends came by for a while then I nodded off...
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Got up to take Wifey to work and it's POURING rain outside. I love the rain but not driving in it 5minutes after waking up. Thank god for the Metallica CD in the stereo that kept me AWAKE!!
Still haven't watched Narnia and now it's overdue....shit.
Just lounged around la casa yesterday. A couple friends came by for a while then I nodded off...
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ta2dmom:
I'm thinking Alex was wrong about Jen-Jen too. I still think that maybe he kind of likes her. And, in another show of how we're split down the middle I too happen to love Poe! I used to get bloody noses all the time and now, my kids have a tendency towards them. It's because the blood vessels in my nose are too close to the surface. I've actually had the ENT check it out. He told me to rub vagisil in the insides of my nose. I use vaseline instead lol. Have a good day!