Getting ready for another Sunday of Rollerderby is always tiring. So much to plan and do. Moslty public appearances. House guests, dinner parties, job interviews...whew!
I am hoping thinks wind down soon. I just want it to get back to normal...NORMAL...what in the fuck is that?
I really don't think things can ever be normal!
Need to make some life changes...Drink less, smoke none. Eat better..exersise more! Do my artwork...etc.
Yesterday was an emotional rollercoaster. Today is much of the same, just more perspective on things.
I think I am more sensitive than some may think! I am sure it will work itself out in the long run...BUT...I am still a little bummed out. What are ya going to do...Can't sleep either. It is the AWAKE sleep as I call it. Too much mind activity. Love is an interesting thing...as you all may know!
I am hoping thinks wind down soon. I just want it to get back to normal...NORMAL...what in the fuck is that?
I really don't think things can ever be normal!
Need to make some life changes...Drink less, smoke none. Eat better..exersise more! Do my artwork...etc.
Yesterday was an emotional rollercoaster. Today is much of the same, just more perspective on things.
I think I am more sensitive than some may think! I am sure it will work itself out in the long run...BUT...I am still a little bummed out. What are ya going to do...Can't sleep either. It is the AWAKE sleep as I call it. Too much mind activity. Love is an interesting thing...as you all may know!
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disgustipated:
cool, rollerderby this weekend? maybe i'll come see yours since i'm not going to the other one for a little while at least.
disgustipated:
i posted this on the thread in the TX group, but i'm all clear for the 25th... I'd love to come.