tattoo_kitten

My w/end was meh, Pete was in York and I was by myself. Its weird when you live in someone elses pockets and then suddenly they're not there I feel lost!

I found I couldn't sleep and when I had to work Sat night I was so stressed and overwhelmed and filled with hate about spending most of my week at the R that I was mean to a lady, I properly raised my voice and was bluntly rude to her in front of all my staff and the chefs. I haven't done anything like that before. Also theres a bar man called Shane, he hasn't been there long but he thinks he's in charge (ego much?) and he thinks he's gods gift to everything and he likes to flirt, well me being me I don't flirt back. He once asked me if he won this competiton we had going where you win a stay in a ramada of your choice would I go and stay with him and I looked at him gave him a giant winning smile and bluntly said "no, but I'll take your prize and take my bf". Then turned around and walked away. He now sees me as a challenge because I can resist his charm, sooo after are stupid training we did last week he was finding it funny to take the piss and he came up to me and put his hand on my back/shoulder, got really close to me and said " I just wanted to say thank you for all your hard work" well me needing my personal space and not being the best of moods I jumped back like he'd given me an electric shock and sort of screamed "don't ever touch me!" and walked off. I also used my authority I kicked his ass - in terms of bossing him around and getting what I wanted.

So Pete was away and Sat night I finished work at 11pm, went to bed at 12 and couldn't sleep, I just laid there, so I ended up finished my "gods behaving badly" book and read the entire "after dark" book, yesterday I read "Acting Up", so its safe to say that most of my weekend was spent reading!

Going to see iron maiden next saturday in twickenham!