I've been invited to a PJ party tomorrow night, its being held at the hotel I work at by a girl who is leaving the restaurant and tomorrow is her last shift. Being the complete geek that I am I was really excited about it and even went out and brought some new jammies.
It was weird because normally I start to panic and freak out but none of that happened, maybe because I really want to go. So anyway I'm sitting at my desk planning stuff, then I realise that I could be putting my time to more productive things like study. So THEN I start to get panicky and think shit well I don't want to fail my exams, but I can guarantee that if I don't go to the party I won't be invited to another so mini dilema. However I don't get invited out much anyway so I think ppl stopped inviting me out a long time ago.
But my decision is that I'm going to stay at home and study and miss the party, I've figured that they won't miss me anyway and will probably have more fun because I'm not there.
Alas I need to see the doctor about my black moods
It was weird because normally I start to panic and freak out but none of that happened, maybe because I really want to go. So anyway I'm sitting at my desk planning stuff, then I realise that I could be putting my time to more productive things like study. So THEN I start to get panicky and think shit well I don't want to fail my exams, but I can guarantee that if I don't go to the party I won't be invited to another so mini dilema. However I don't get invited out much anyway so I think ppl stopped inviting me out a long time ago.
But my decision is that I'm going to stay at home and study and miss the party, I've figured that they won't miss me anyway and will probably have more fun because I'm not there.
Alas I need to see the doctor about my black moods
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xalicex:
aww hun thats nonsense....of course they would have fun with you there.....dont be so hard on yourself! 
thora:
Thanks for the encouragement, and go have fun at that PJ party, grrl!