tattoo_kitten

So this week has been a bit shit to be honest, the full moon must have got people being mean and flipping snotty, so last night I had a mini breakdown in my car and that ended abruptly when I had a big old nose bleed in my car, i managed to get into work but not without having blood all over my face, arms and top, I also managed to bleed in the car park (my boss had to clean it up for me health and safety and all that!), on my trainers and on the shirt I was going to wear that night.
Manged to only be spotted by one person though so that was ok.
Anyway for a bit of a laugh i went onto myspace to have a look at some of the chefs webpages and I tried to say hello, however I had to sign up and download the IM progam but in the end it didn't work so I thought oh well go to bed now.
This morning however Pete's like why have you downloaded myspace IM on here and then had a paddy about me talking to the chefs, in the end I swore at him after trying to explain that i never actually got to speak to anyone because it was all fucked up and he totally doesn't believe me so I just said I'm going back to work (we were arguing on msn) and disconnected.
it really upsets me when he has a go at me, why doesn't he understand that I am not interested in anyone but him, I just wanted to tell the chefs that I had seen they're website, but noooo that obviously means I want to start an affair with them.

FOR FUCKS SAKE I AM ALLOWED MALE FRIENDS YOU KNOW, HAVE I EVER CHEATED ON YOU? NO IS THE ANSWER TO THAT. AM I EVER GOING TO? NO!
STOP BEING SUCH A PAIN IN MY ARSE AND MAKING ME FEEL BAD ABOUT HAVING MATES

ok I'm done now