So the anxiety is killing me. Its to the point where i would rather live out of my car then in my apartment with my roomate and his girlfriend. I tried to have a reasonable and calm conversation to address everything but they just wanna argue about everything! I have yet to find a place that i can afford on my own... but the car is looking better and better everyday. i cant even walk out of my room without getting some sort of sly comment from his girlfriend. He wont stop it because he does not want to listen to her bitch at him for stepping in. What a life i lead. always in the drama and i am damn tired of it. i just want a happy home. somewhere that i can be comfortable and be myself... not somewhere i have to avoid people as to not argue. I am sick of it. i do not know how many times i have to tell them i do not care about their personal problems, i just am tired of getting woken up by yelling at 4 am when i have to work at 9. oh well... i am trying to get out. that has to count for something
I'm going through the same thing. Shitty place where you never feel like home.
You're not alone in this, and I wish you the best.
Don't give up, you're not alone.