tattedpirate

my apologies if im not around much anymore but i think im gonna give living from the land a try for awhile. its better that this apartment and hate i have inside. so im off on my search for happiness. thank you to all who have tried to help! i love you all. farewell for now.

The anxiety is starting to a calm a little bit. I have an appointment to look at a couple places next week. Hopefully one of them will accept me. I wish i could live on a ranch. It would be so cool to just wake up and be able to ride some horses. oh well though. that wont happen when i am working to survive...
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i wish i could find a natural cure for anxiety. Xanax doesn't help. Alcohol does nothing. Sleep, nope. I cant keep goin like this, my body feels like it is deteriorating. my heart feels like its gonna explode. i lose feeling in my body. my chest gets tight... will it ever stop. oh my

So the anxiety is killing me. Its to the point where i would rather live out of my car then in my apartment with my roomate and his girlfriend. I tried to have a reasonable and calm conversation to address everything but they just wanna argue about everything! I have yet to find a place that i can afford on my own... but the car...
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So i had a total case of the mondays... my days started off with a bang literally! On my way to work... stopped at a light... and so was the care behind me until her just gassed it and slammed in the back of me!!!! so now my back is killing me and my car paint is peeling and a lil dented. oh what a...
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so the search in on for a new place in tampa or clearwater. anyone know of any houses... apartments... or rooms for rent. i need to get out of this apartment before my roomates drive me insane!!!!!! ps roomates are only cool when ur like 18.

who wants to go drinkin?

Finally getting my life back together. slowly but surely. Now i just wish i knew some people around this area so i could go out more. It sucks moving to a new place and not really knowing anyone. I want to meet people to go out and some drinks with or just some fun.... i dont wanna be that guy that goes to the bar...
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After 3 weeks of testing and preliminary training for the police department i get disqualified because i have tattoos on my elbows. Thats such bullshit. "sorry sir, but even though your tattoos would be covered by a long sleeve uniform our policy does not allow tattoos on the elbows, hand, face, neck, or head. good luck with your future goals." I see that some things...
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So i applied to Four different law enforcement agencies, but since i have tattoos i have only got a testing date set for one. Are we not past that tattoos are acceptable in society?

2 days off and nothing to do... damn i wish knew people around tampa so i could go out and have some fun! damn new towns and not knowing anyone!!!!!

i wish i could figure out to go about trying to get work on the ocean. does one just roll down there and say hey im looking for work. lol. and so far the internet tells me nothing. but it would be nice to get paid to get tan and hang out on the water... now i just have to continue to try to figure...
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