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I Wish........

wish the sky was purple, blue and yellow when the day time hits
I wish the night was pitch black with bright yellow stars within an inch
I wish the grass and trees were as green as can be....with tints of color that can barely be seen
I wish people would never have to die.....I wish if so they could live in the sky
I wish they can see the trouble arise.....I wish they can bring peace to those who don't survive.
I wish for no drama that always seems to be......I wish for my teacher to give me a damn B
I wish people could see me for me, no judgement at all but simply at ease
I wish I could tell reality from my dreams.....I get so scared I could almost scream
Wake up in a sweat and want somebody by me.......realizing that may never be.
I wish for the ones I know i lead on......hoping they know i never meant to do wrong.
I wish for these two last weeks to be......nothing more then an awesome dream
I wish who I knew who I was and want I really want.....I wish sometimes girls didnt call me a cunt.
Sometimes I look in the mirror and wish I could see.....what once somebody told be how great I can be.
She knows who she is and forever may be lost....but I never forget what she held in her heart.
Never a judgement and never regret....I let her go and never looked back.
I realize sometimes how lucky my life is......with war, hurricanes, and all the chaos that we hold......sometimes I wish I could believe in the Lord.
Why I wrote this I will never know.......maybe i am just a lost little soul

Michelle