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I feel like things are going right for once. I feel the best I have ever felt. Since I have actually gotten clean I feel a sense of true inner peace. I didnt realize before what a thick fog I was living in. For once I actually give a fuck wether I live or die. This is amazing to me. When things had hit rock bottom I didnt care where I ended up....I just knew I didnt want to live anymore. I couldnt look in the mirrow without getting pissed off. Now I know I do want to live and feel lucky I am alive. Now I do love myself and can appreciate other people and just life in general. Now I am living life on lifes terms without picking up. It can be a bitch at times.....but at least for once in my life I can actually feel. Sure this means I feel the bad things in life....but it also means I can actually feel the good things. To me that is awesome. Its awesome because its so new. And thats all I got for now.
-Michelle
I feel like things are going right for once. I feel the best I have ever felt. Since I have actually gotten clean I feel a sense of true inner peace. I didnt realize before what a thick fog I was living in. For once I actually give a fuck wether I live or die. This is amazing to me. When things had hit rock bottom I didnt care where I ended up....I just knew I didnt want to live anymore. I couldnt look in the mirrow without getting pissed off. Now I know I do want to live and feel lucky I am alive. Now I do love myself and can appreciate other people and just life in general. Now I am living life on lifes terms without picking up. It can be a bitch at times.....but at least for once in my life I can actually feel. Sure this means I feel the bad things in life....but it also means I can actually feel the good things. To me that is awesome. Its awesome because its so new. And thats all I got for now.
-Michelle
That is sad. I enjoy it...I sometime bitch about it...but I never, ever take it for granted.
I don't think I've taken it for granted since I opened my eyes after crashing my mom's car with a 1x10 two inches from my skull.
Then pile loosing good friends and my "twin" on top of that....yeah, life isn't something to be taken for granted.
*raises glass*
Cheers
-Scott
happy=good