tatian

I miss her face...

Here is a local news interview about Ari Said; aka Evangeline.

I am flying out to ATX for her funeral, on Tuesday. I'm dreading going, because I know that when I see everyone else grieving, then things become that much more real

I keep wishing that I got to meet up with her more to hang out, I miss her responding way late to my texts, telling me that she lost her cell phone (again) or dropped it (again) in the toilet... lol.

I miss her goofy comments, her quirky ways, her unique style, her witty banter, her randomness, her deep conversations... Her beautiful blue eyes... There was nothing about this lady I didn't like, and I can't honestly say that about many people.



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I can't stop thinking about her last moments

It is so hard accept that she is gone. I keep wishing someone will pop out from behind some wall somewhere and scream "just kidding! - it's all been a very fucked up joke"

...I keep hoping I will wake up to see some random comment on her twitter or facebook...

It's a real tragedy - in the deepest sense of the word - to have lost Ari.

People talk about memorable events in their lives - SHE alone was one of those - every time you were around her; it was something memorable. To have met her if even for just a moment, was something to cherish: she left THAT kind of mark on you...

I loved her.

I don't take to many ppl - but I was so comfortable around Ari and I could always count on her being her whole-hearted, honest, goofy, unique, beautiful self.

The very first time I met her, I felt strangely connected to her and I knew right then that she was something amazing. She was such an easy person to love.

I was SO lucky to spend the time that I did with her...



We used to talk about tattooing a heart on her butt saying, "Evangeline loves Tatian"
...every time I'd talk to her or text, I'd remind her, "don't forget to save that butt cheek for me!"

*CRIES*

I love you Ari. I miss you terribly and I will NEVER forget you.
I hope and pray that you are in a beautiful place.
Rest In Peace.













***Pls pray for her, for her daughter, and for her family and friends; all who've met her have lost something amazing.