So i had to share:
1) had a follow up the other day... the doc says im cancer free!
2) the "orange" was keeping me from getting pregnant with Chris, all the yrs we tried before. Now, im healthy and as fertile as ever...
(I cried, I am so SO happy).
AND...
3) I love MorbidAngel. And Im moving back to cali to live a life with him. *swoon*
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...i've never been so happy. Ive waited all my life for this... the doctor told me the other day during the followup; u cant welcome new shit into ur arms when they are full of old crap...
...all the doors and windows of the past have closed and it seems, that one window has opened for me and its enough to save my life...
I havent prayed in probably a year. But I did just yesterday...
if it wasnt for michael, i'd never know about the plethera of food allergies i have and about the celiac disease that's been an unknown addition to my fibromyalgia pain - he saved my life, really - if i kept dealing going without treating the celiac issue, i could've died...
and, if it wasnt for mom, i never would've had anyone looking at my lady parts - probably would've had the orange for another year or more... which wouldve caused more and more problems - even death.
thanks God, I get it now... and i am fucking greatful.
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life is interesting
xxoo
michael and i in our nifty hats...
the abstract painting im working on for a local lawyer...
a piece i am working on for Michael...
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1) twitter: http://www.twitter.com/tatiansuicide
2) MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/qtgrlnichelle
3) My website: http://www.Deviantatian.com
4) My flickr: http://www.flickr.com/photos/38803040@N02/
5) My email: TatianSuicide@gmail.com
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I am happy.
for all u SG (pic) lovers: Yes, I do have two sets left that have not gotten posted... we're working on those
peace, love and all that jazz.
1) had a follow up the other day... the doc says im cancer free!
2) the "orange" was keeping me from getting pregnant with Chris, all the yrs we tried before. Now, im healthy and as fertile as ever...
(I cried, I am so SO happy).
AND...
3) I love MorbidAngel. And Im moving back to cali to live a life with him. *swoon*
***
****
***
...i've never been so happy. Ive waited all my life for this... the doctor told me the other day during the followup; u cant welcome new shit into ur arms when they are full of old crap...
...all the doors and windows of the past have closed and it seems, that one window has opened for me and its enough to save my life...
I havent prayed in probably a year. But I did just yesterday...
if it wasnt for michael, i'd never know about the plethera of food allergies i have and about the celiac disease that's been an unknown addition to my fibromyalgia pain - he saved my life, really - if i kept dealing going without treating the celiac issue, i could've died...
and, if it wasnt for mom, i never would've had anyone looking at my lady parts - probably would've had the orange for another year or more... which wouldve caused more and more problems - even death.
thanks God, I get it now... and i am fucking greatful.
***
life is interesting
xxoo
michael and i in our nifty hats...
the abstract painting im working on for a local lawyer...
a piece i am working on for Michael...
***
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1) twitter: http://www.twitter.com/tatiansuicide
2) MySpace: http://www.myspace.com/qtgrlnichelle
3) My website: http://www.Deviantatian.com
4) My flickr: http://www.flickr.com/photos/38803040@N02/
5) My email: TatianSuicide@gmail.com
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****
***
I am happy.
for all u SG (pic) lovers: Yes, I do have two sets left that have not gotten posted... we're working on those
peace, love and all that jazz.
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jamila:
Thank you, love! Glad to see you around these parts. xo
b_writer:
I've never looked at your page before but wanted to add my well wishes related to this post. Everything you wrote struck a chord with me. Food allergies are a b*tch -- my significant other has been dealing with gluten intolerance for years and it is only now that we are working to rid ourselves of the toxins in our bodies. You're words about getting rid of the crap in our lives to make room for new are so true. I hope you and your partner are successful in getting what you want -- children and whatever. You can always look back on your own words for inspiration.