it hurts it hurts it hurts!
So nothing is getting better - only progessively worse. My mom called the ER the other day and explained the situation and some nurse told her that is was procedure to finish the entire bottle of antibiotics before another doctor would even look at me.
WHAT A BUNCH OF FUCKING BULL SHIT. I really WISH that all the doctors that have seen me thus far could feel one tenth of the pain i am feeling - they'd treat me for sure!
***
and no one will tell me anything either - no one seems to know "WHAT" kind of infection it is exactly, just that it is "bad" and in my face. They are assuming it's a jaw infection... I have 5 days of medicine left. I think i'd rather just kill myself now then to deal with another 5 fucking days of this shit.
So much for making rent. Another five days of no work is either gonna get me fired or is gonna fuck me up on paying bills for this and next month. Either way. I don't care right now. I just want the pain to end.
I wish someone would tell me what is going on and stop telling me to finish the medicine!
***
MEH.
my new self shot set goes up in M.R. today.
***
I decided to hold me ex's bed for randsom. I figure he owes me at LEAST a bed, considering ALL THE SHIT i left behind AND all the money I spent moving his ass BACK to austin... HAHAHA. he is mad at me.
::sigh::
tough shit. I am not feeling very nice right now. And he does OWE me. I bought all the damn furniture in our old place and left it or sold it.
he says, "but i didn't ASK you to do that!"
ROTFL.
I should've just left him in california.
MEH.
***
peace, love and all that fucked up BULL.
XO
Hope ya'll enjoy the new self shot shit... let me know what you think... I wanna know how i did with the angles - did I get enough variety? - for a self shot set, that is???
So nothing is getting better - only progessively worse. My mom called the ER the other day and explained the situation and some nurse told her that is was procedure to finish the entire bottle of antibiotics before another doctor would even look at me.
WHAT A BUNCH OF FUCKING BULL SHIT. I really WISH that all the doctors that have seen me thus far could feel one tenth of the pain i am feeling - they'd treat me for sure!
***
and no one will tell me anything either - no one seems to know "WHAT" kind of infection it is exactly, just that it is "bad" and in my face. They are assuming it's a jaw infection... I have 5 days of medicine left. I think i'd rather just kill myself now then to deal with another 5 fucking days of this shit.
So much for making rent. Another five days of no work is either gonna get me fired or is gonna fuck me up on paying bills for this and next month. Either way. I don't care right now. I just want the pain to end.
I wish someone would tell me what is going on and stop telling me to finish the medicine!
***
MEH.
my new self shot set goes up in M.R. today.
***
I decided to hold me ex's bed for randsom. I figure he owes me at LEAST a bed, considering ALL THE SHIT i left behind AND all the money I spent moving his ass BACK to austin... HAHAHA. he is mad at me.
::sigh::
tough shit. I am not feeling very nice right now. And he does OWE me. I bought all the damn furniture in our old place and left it or sold it.
he says, "but i didn't ASK you to do that!"
ROTFL.
I should've just left him in california.
MEH.
***
peace, love and all that fucked up BULL.
XO
Hope ya'll enjoy the new self shot shit... let me know what you think... I wanna know how i did with the angles - did I get enough variety? - for a self shot set, that is???
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I can't wait for the set to come out