tatian

meh. this fibromyalgia is kicking my ass...

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ON a lighter note, i am super happy to see my set on the front page - at last! Velmelho is awesome and I cant wait to work with him again...

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But... yep, other than that today sucks

::laughs:: "Happy (Fucking) Birthday to me..." (???) HAHAHA. whatever.

What a damn joke. I guess I should be half way delighted in the fact that i even made it this far - I thought for sure that I wouldn't have... So I should be happy that I didn't cut deep enough all those times, right?... MEH. But i am not. (what's wrong with me? )

Just another day... Another damn day in this crappy crappy place... with this crappy CRAPPY, painful fucking condition...

I am so tired of being tired...

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Thanks for everything guys, no matter how down i get ur always around to put up with me... u rock... still dont have internet access at home (using my mom's at the moment)... so... SOrry for not answering msgs, comments, etc...

probably wouldn't want to hear from me anyhow, seeing as how all depressed and shit I feel.

SO bleh.

I love you all and hope you are all well...

(Still can't get over Elsie's death... i've cried so much lately. She just didn't deserve it)

my heart is in pieces for so many reasons... ::SIGH::

peace to you all, and all that damn jazz....

XOxoXOxoXOxo...