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FUUUCK these legs why must they hurt so damn much?!?!

I wanted to post again before i left for Houston.

Have you seen my new videos? Tell me what u think. I'd tape more of them if i thought it was worth the effort... they need love

here are some pics for you...













but... anyways, I'm gonna re-post my last post on the bottom of this one...

don't have much to say today, except that my legs are killing me and the store meeting last night sucked ass. I walked in "dressed up" apparently... (which i didn't, I was in black capris and a red tank top - hardly dressed up)... my manager gave me a funny look down.

SIGH... I am glad to be going on this trip, but I am beginning to get worried about having to fight one of them (him) off during our stay out in Houston...

just the other day, I was on the phone with my manager -yesterday. I wanted to ask him for a day off (today) so i would have at least one day out of 14 days to relax and rest...

I call him up and say, "Hey, I want to talk to you..."

he says, "WHAT? you WAAAAANT me?"

::sigh::

I laugh, and say, "NO. I want to TAAAAALK to you."

"ok," he says, "be right there"...

he gets there and I ask for friday (today) off... he says, "no problem", then looks at my head cashier and gives her instructions to give to someone else in scheduling to take me off the schedule...

then later on that night, at 9:30 was the meeting... when he looked at me all funny...

the rumors at work are getting out of hand.

Anyways, that was my rant for the day i guess...

here is my old post... !!!!!!!!PLEASE PRAY FOR MY GRAMMA!!!!!!!!! if she's dies, i will die...

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Ok. First and foremost...

The plan is surgery for my grandma at the end of October. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE if u could do anything for me ever, I ask a few things of you; one of them is to send prayers (or happy thoughts, if u dont "pray") for her, her surgery and her recovery... I am very stressed and worried over this issue. My hope is to fly out to see her during the operation (which, btw, is ONE more reason I am gonna need you ALL to PLEASE leave me love on the NEW set coming out on the 23rd - NEXT TUES.) If the set gets bought, I am using that money to help pay my way out to cali to see gramma...

Ok... Next thing.

I will be heading out to HOUSTON for a week, come saturday to help with Hurricane relief. I am going with a group of ppl from The Home Depot (co-workers)... I am scared of this (too) but am also glad to be headed out there to help. I will not be able to respong to calls, msgs or anything (to my knowledge) as I am not sure what kind of internet access, if any or cell phone reception i will have out there... So I appologize ahead of time for not responding to msgs for a good week or so.This trip is a BIG deal - 12 hour days are the norm... so I will be very exhausted, but i think it will be WAY worth it, if it means I can halp anyone who was affected by the hurricane... Please send us all happy thoughts for the trip too...

Ok... NEXT THING

MYNEW SET - I will NOT be in town/available when my new set - BREATHE. (NOT AVAILABLE just yet - but it will be on TUESDAY) If you could ONE other thing for me - ALL of you (besides to pray for my gramma) - it would be to PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE comment on this set; tell me what you think... I think this is the BEST set of me by far - Velmelho was wonderful to work with and he does AMAZING work. I really want to work with him again. So far, none of his sets have been denied. And I hope, hope, hope that that says something about HIS work and about what to expect from this set...I want to work with him again (I LOVE his "style"), and if this set gets no love, then I'd truly feel lost here...

::SIGH::

So, yes...

1) Gramma is going in for surgery at the end of October (PLS pray)...
2) Headed to HOUSTON to aid with Hurricane relief (PLS pray)...
3) the new set, BREATHE comes out next week - TUES - the 23rd in Member Review... Please, I won't be around to remind you... if you could leave me feedback, I would be much appreciative...

OK. that's about it, aside from new rumors at work, which i wont even bother mentioning to the full extent, except that ppl are talking about my boss and some other department head having a bet on who's gonna "fuck me" in Houston....

UM.... ::sigh::

I don't even know what to say to that, except, "dream on".

Hope you all are well... I'll end this post with a few preview pics from the new set... HOPE HOPE HOPE you LOVE it as much as I do, Velmelho is truly talented and amazing...XOxoXOxoXOxo







that's all u get I love you all... thanks for all the support in regards to my fibromyalgia. I am greatful for you all! XOxoXOxoXOxo...