tatian

bah.

nope, not feeling any better. GIR

i am not feeling very social right now. sorry... just kinda bummed and tired and depressed and stressed among other things. Today at work SUCKED. RAWR... ppl are such dicks. It's a damned holiday ppl! Jeez. Relax - at least u were not working!

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On a lighter, happier note the shoot with Vermelho went well i think, for those of u who care and I am excited about it... i really hope u like the set. I enjoy working with him and hope to do so again sometime soon in the future...

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that's it for me tonight... today, whatever... just not up to write much... I kinda wanna crawl under a rock and dissapear. I think my negative, sad, depressive side of my bipolar disorder is gonna take over for a while. which will mean no sleep (not that i am getting any good sleep now), and hard days ahead.

great.

fuck.

fuck me. i should just give up. this life is so damned exhausting... too much more exhausting and "bad" than it is EVER good.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

i am tired of being tired.