Friday Jul 29, 2005

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really soon now, maybe later this week, i'm driving down to florida (from indiana with a detour to north carolina). if anybody wants me to stop by their place and get some coffee or something and gimme a break from driving, lemme know.
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fatality:
West palm beach is so close to me; let me know when you'll be there.
vodka_socks:
Have coffee for me... I like coffee... and drive safe smile

Thursday Jul 28, 2005

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i've been pretty damn busy almost the entire time since i got back home, but i think i'm finally done with all that tomorrow, woot.

i'm pretty toasted tonight. i wasnt even planning on drinking tonight, but then this girl IM'd me out of the blue telling me to call her tonight cuz she was goin out drinking, and she's been hasslin me to call...
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Thursday Jul 21, 2005

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i've been feeling pretty weird lately. its kinda like... i've kinda felt familiar with my life and my future for my entire life up until now, and suddenly i'm full of uncertainty, almost as if i've lived this life before, and suddenly i've lived longer this time than i have in any of the other times i've previously lived this life. suddenly i'm not sure...
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vodka_socks:
Damn it, you've been reading my mind haven't you....well bits of it surreal
vodka_socks:
Woot cuddles back biggrin Yeah I'm still sick frown
I get really knocked about mentally and physically when I get sick.
Ever since I was about 14 and got Glandular Fever and Ross River Virus I seem to get real fucked up from the flu or something once a year and relapse towards the cronic fatiuge and stuff.
Not to mention 3 bouts of "the nasty 6 letter C word" in 5 years, the last one nearly killing me(I shouldn't be here right now). My poor immune system has never managed to recover...
I'd just started to get back on track when I got this flu the other month ago now and it bought everything to a halt, hence why I get so down and grumpy about it...
Just sick of being sick I guess.. And being allergic to almost all pharmacuticals makes treating a sick me fucking impossible. I always end up back in the hospital worse from the reaction to the meds than whatever I was there for in the first place..
But I WILL be okay soon, just gotta fight it.. And although I come across so negitive about being sick I really am a very positive person about beating illness, positive minds go a long way, I know, I'm living proof...
Then I'll be happy again and maybe a bit more stable, well happier than I am now, that's for sure...(Being sick just shits me off, I can't remember what it's like not to get sick or be healthy, I'm so over it)

Tuesday Jul 19, 2005

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right now, my biggest worry is that, once i get home and get fucked up on a daily basis, i'll end up constantly depressed again, due to the same things that have always gotten me down...
fatality:
Hey you. I think I should be in FL around the early 20's of August - maybe the 21st or 22nd. If you're there then, we should meet up. Where in FL would you be?

Saturday Jul 16, 2005

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only a few more days, and i am OUTTA HERE!

i'm giddy as hell tonight, probably from the lack of sleep, but unfortunately there's nobody around to talk to frown its horrible!
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vodka_socks:
LOL what's sleep I lack that too...
juno106:
Oh have fun! I know you will, and hopefully you will get some decent weather too. Talk to you when I do I guees

Sunday Jul 10, 2005

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today's agenda -- hijacking camels and crashing them into tents

so i got my back fixed. turns out my hips were just uneven or something, which was making a shitload of muscles cramp up. i am so freakin relieved it was nothing serious.

the process of buying a car is such a fucking hassle. i hate not being able to do it myself, but just...
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vodka_socks:
Watch out for those camels, they spit.....hey if your in Oz in April you should come to Perth for the April Bash(mass birthday madness)...it's always a memorable experiance...(well after you work out where the hell you are the next morning bit!)
tempest:
Hell yeah I'm into anime!! What are you, crazy? wink (well, maybe.. haha... if you go around hihacking camels and crashing them into tents)

Saturday Jul 09, 2005

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so hopefully in < 2 weeks i'll be home. i should find out which chalk i'm on tomorrow or the next day. hopefully i'm on the next one *crosses fingers*

i think my body is falling apart though. my back has been hurting for no reason lately, and it sucks. back problems apparantly run in my family. but on the upside, hopefully i can get...
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blythe:
ghaaaaa i wish we had vicodin here in the uk
juno106:
good luck with that perscribtion and double good luck with getting to go home, you deserve the break.

Saturday Jul 02, 2005

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i am somebody's fetish. i just hope i meet her some day.
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arlan:
What colour hair does she have?
fatality:
Maybe you're a his fetish. What about that?

Friday Jun 24, 2005

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i got promotion offers today, but unfortunately they were all 3+ hours worth of driving away, so i declined. hopefully something closer will open up soon.

i talked on the phone recently with my best friend from back home. his life has pretty much fallen apart since i left; strange enough, whenever i leave, everything does seem to get all crazy. its almost like i'm...
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tempest:
thank you sweety smile
hugs rbay
And I hope you have some good luck of your own soon

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leiraxariel:
Thank you biggrin
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