tat2dpunkchick

hahaha, so i am better now.my boyfriend, chris, helped get my electicity turned back on and help me pay my rent. bout time he did something good...hahaha just kidding.
so i left for a week and stayed with my cousins in arizona, had a good time, was nice to get away, might move there.......
so i work now and my kids are away at summer camp, going to look for a second job, anyone hiring? lol might try a bar or something, can't be to hard can it, i bet it is....well still looking for something, and one day i will be back on my feet and able to party like a rockstar again, but not everyday, maybe once a week, if chris will give me my money!!! he took over my money matters, i have to go trhough him to get money, kinda sux but not having someone to control it got me where i am today. he startes parenting classes this weekend, so that is good! i have to start counseling too, i agreed when i lost it all, i have an addiction spending money. most people turn to sex, drugs, and booze to feel better about themselves, i spent money!! wow, to think spending money is an actual addiction, crazy! well i am in better spirits and trying to be poistive so heehee, smile......