Monday Feb 16, 2009

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can't sleep. can't sleep for the second day in a row.

migraine city, and still can't sleep.

need sleep. need sleep so badly. pills aren't working.

watch me fall asleep at work tomorrow. tongue

goodnight?
theaceface:
I hope you get the sleep you need.
johnnyu:
This guy has come up with a clever way to fall asleep at work....



Hope u get to the bottom of what is causing ur insomnia.

Sunday Feb 15, 2009

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I had a blast last night. Mostly.

I met a very nice boy named Mike who I've been talking to here for quite some time. Aside from asking me back to his place within 2 minutes of meeting (*LOL*) he's super super sweet and I'm pretty sure I've just made a very good friend.

I also danced with a boy named Richard, and we exchanged...
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kottonkandy:
good luck with the crushes. good guys are hard to come by these days!
as far as the jerk goes..i hope you can resist texting back next time. i have the same bad habit of doing things that i know aren't good for me.

i dont know if youre into quotes, but i was reading last night and this seems to fit:

"finish everyday and be done with it. you have done what you could; some blunders and absurdities crept in; forget them as soon as you can. tomorrow is a new day. you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense." - Ralph Waldo Emerson
theaceface:
Ugh. I did NOT ask you back to my place!!! tongue biggrin You're too funny.

I want to be one of your crushes. I think you're adorable.

Friday Feb 13, 2009

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deceptiviewfilm:
House said it best...Everybody lies.
theaceface:
And everybody hurts.

I'm sorry, I had no idea. I apologize if I pushed too hard.

Saturday Feb 07, 2009

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i cant tell you what it is that makes me think of him. i have no reason to. theres nothing thats ever materialized, nothing that will ever materialize. i understand that, i realize that, and i accept that. i cant make him do things that i think he should do, no matter how much i wish and hope and pray. i know that we would...
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brooklyn:
I think we all have someone like that in our pasts.
johnnyu:

Friday Feb 06, 2009

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I will preface this by saying that John Walsh is my hero, and that America's Most Wanted is my favorite television show. So don't y'all be dissing my boy or his job.

But I was watching the show tonight, and I was thinking about criminals, how many get away, how my own rapist got away with it. And how angry it made me that that...
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theaceface:
That could possibly work.

My vote is to let PBS's History Detectives after him. I loves me some of that Elyse Luray. HOT!

Thursday Feb 05, 2009

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grr, stupid rain is causing all of my physical pain. i hate rain. i moved to california to ESCAPE weather like this. it seems to have followed me.

anyway, i don't know if i'm going to make it to club suicide this weekend because of this weather. i don't want to go anywhere. i just want to lay under my covers and watch movies and...
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johnnyu:


Hope the rain clears up and ur able to have a relaxing weekend!

Wednesday Feb 04, 2009

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still no word from the doctor... so thaaaaat's nice.

i'm watching the tribute to george carlin and i'm laughing AND crying. as an avid stand up comedy fan and supporter, george's death was heartbreaking for me. i realize he wasn't in the best of health, and after all the hell he put his body through, i'm surprised death didn't find him sooner. but it was...
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deceptiviewfilm:
what tribute is this. Also, i got to see George in concert in AC. Its great when old white people get up to leave because of what he was saying.
johnnyu:
George Carlin, he was the man....



And in ur fluid writing style u have provided him the ultimate eulogy!!

Luv to read ur steff!

Tuesday Feb 03, 2009

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i fall for all the wrong men at all the wrong times.

i fall for men who are attached, whether to the girl or because of the girl. men who are in love with girls who dont love them back, right or wrong. men who are in love with their girlfriends but see me as a welcome distraction. men who think its fun to flirt...
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johnnyu:
Perhaps it is not u.... but them??? U have expressed the perfect emotions of unrequited love.... If I had a wand to wave I would take away ur pain and give u love.... but all I have is Robert Frost...

Wind and Window Flower
by Robert Frost
Lovers, forget your love,
And list to the love of these,
She a window flower,
And he a winter breeze.

When the frosty window veil
Was melted down at noon,
And the caged yellow bird
Hung over her in tune,

He marked her through the pane,
He could not help but mark,
And only passed her by
To come again at dark.

He was a winter wind,
Concerned with ice and snow,
Dead weeds and unmated birds,
And little of love could know.

But he sighed upon the sill,
He gave the sash a shake,
As witness all within
Who lay that night awake.

Perchance he half prevailed
To win her for the flight
From the firelit looking-glass
And warm stove-window light.

But the flower leaned aside
And thought of naught to say,
And morning found the breeze
A hundred miles away.
theaceface:
Just come to CS this Saturday, we'll fix all of this.

Monday Feb 02, 2009

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So the doctor says it's either "simple inflammation" or "bone cancer."

I don't even know. frown
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english_dave:

Wow, I seriously vote for the inflammation!

johnnyu:
WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!! Is this ur doctor?




Time for second, third, fourth.... opinions! What a medical system and we still don't have universal health care!

Here's hoping its inflammation!


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Saturday Jan 31, 2009

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it's a saturday night and i am too exhausted to get off my couch and go anywhere. i was invited to watch mamma mia at my bff's house but i am just too tired to shower and go over. is that weird? i'm weird.

i live in los angeles (well, oc, but close enough) and instead of being out somewhere, i'm laying on the couch...
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redstatic:
*yawn! nah, its not wierd..... i did the same last night....albeit not mamma mia...
johnnyu:
Damn, missed u! Ive been down with the crud that's going around so I satyed in last night. I checked around a bit, didn't see anyone on and finally gave up and watched TV.

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