i cant tell you what it is that makes me think of him. i have no reason to. theres nothing thats ever materialized, nothing that will ever materialize. i understand that, i realize that, and i accept that. i cant make him do things that i think he should do, no matter how much i wish and hope and pray. i know that we would...
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brooklyn:
I think we all have someone like that in our pasts.
johnnyu:
I will preface this by saying that John Walsh is my hero, and that America's Most Wanted is my favorite television show. So don't y'all be dissing my boy or his job.
But I was watching the show tonight, and I was thinking about criminals, how many get away, how my own rapist got away with it. And how angry it made me that that...
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But I was watching the show tonight, and I was thinking about criminals, how many get away, how my own rapist got away with it. And how angry it made me that that...
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theaceface:
That could possibly work.
My vote is to let PBS's History Detectives after him. I loves me some of that Elyse Luray. HOT!
My vote is to let PBS's History Detectives after him. I loves me some of that Elyse Luray. HOT!
grr, stupid rain is causing all of my physical pain. i hate rain. i moved to california to ESCAPE weather like this. it seems to have followed me.
anyway, i don't know if i'm going to make it to club suicide this weekend because of this weather. i don't want to go anywhere. i just want to lay under my covers and watch movies and...
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anyway, i don't know if i'm going to make it to club suicide this weekend because of this weather. i don't want to go anywhere. i just want to lay under my covers and watch movies and...
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johnnyu:
Hope the rain clears up and ur able to have a relaxing weekend!
Hope the rain clears up and ur able to have a relaxing weekend!
still no word from the doctor... so thaaaaat's nice.
i'm watching the tribute to george carlin and i'm laughing AND crying. as an avid stand up comedy fan and supporter, george's death was heartbreaking for me. i realize he wasn't in the best of health, and after all the hell he put his body through, i'm surprised death didn't find him sooner. but it was...
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i'm watching the tribute to george carlin and i'm laughing AND crying. as an avid stand up comedy fan and supporter, george's death was heartbreaking for me. i realize he wasn't in the best of health, and after all the hell he put his body through, i'm surprised death didn't find him sooner. but it was...
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deceptiviewfilm:
what tribute is this. Also, i got to see George in concert in AC. Its great when old white people get up to leave because of what he was saying.
johnnyu:
George Carlin, he was the man....
And in ur fluid writing style u have provided him the ultimate eulogy!!
Luv to read ur steff!
And in ur fluid writing style u have provided him the ultimate eulogy!!
Luv to read ur steff!
i fall for all the wrong men at all the wrong times.
i fall for men who are attached, whether to the girl or because of the girl. men who are in love with girls who dont love them back, right or wrong. men who are in love with their girlfriends but see me as a welcome distraction. men who think its fun to flirt...
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i fall for men who are attached, whether to the girl or because of the girl. men who are in love with girls who dont love them back, right or wrong. men who are in love with their girlfriends but see me as a welcome distraction. men who think its fun to flirt...
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johnnyu:
Perhaps it is not u.... but them??? U have expressed the perfect emotions of unrequited love.... If I had a wand to wave I would take away ur pain and give u love.... but all I have is Robert Frost...
Wind and Window Flower
by Robert Frost
Lovers, forget your love,
And list to the love of these,
She a window flower,
And he a winter breeze.
When the frosty window veil
Was melted down at noon,
And the caged yellow bird
Hung over her in tune,
He marked her through the pane,
He could not help but mark,
And only passed her by
To come again at dark.
He was a winter wind,
Concerned with ice and snow,
Dead weeds and unmated birds,
And little of love could know.
But he sighed upon the sill,
He gave the sash a shake,
As witness all within
Who lay that night awake.
Perchance he half prevailed
To win her for the flight
From the firelit looking-glass
And warm stove-window light.
But the flower leaned aside
And thought of naught to say,
And morning found the breeze
A hundred miles away.
Wind and Window Flower
by Robert Frost
Lovers, forget your love,
And list to the love of these,
She a window flower,
And he a winter breeze.
When the frosty window veil
Was melted down at noon,
And the caged yellow bird
Hung over her in tune,
He marked her through the pane,
He could not help but mark,
And only passed her by
To come again at dark.
He was a winter wind,
Concerned with ice and snow,
Dead weeds and unmated birds,
And little of love could know.
But he sighed upon the sill,
He gave the sash a shake,
As witness all within
Who lay that night awake.
Perchance he half prevailed
To win her for the flight
From the firelit looking-glass
And warm stove-window light.
But the flower leaned aside
And thought of naught to say,
And morning found the breeze
A hundred miles away.
theaceface:
Just come to CS this Saturday, we'll fix all of this.
So the doctor says it's either "simple inflammation" or "bone cancer."
I don't even know.
I don't even know.
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english_dave:
Wow, I seriously vote for the inflammation!
Wow, I seriously vote for the inflammation!
johnnyu:
WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!! Is this ur doctor?
Time for second, third, fourth.... opinions! What a medical system and we still don't have universal health care!
Here's hoping its inflammation!
Time for second, third, fourth.... opinions! What a medical system and we still don't have universal health care!
Here's hoping its inflammation!
it's a saturday night and i am too exhausted to get off my couch and go anywhere. i was invited to watch mamma mia at my bff's house but i am just too tired to shower and go over. is that weird? i'm weird.
i live in los angeles (well, oc, but close enough) and instead of being out somewhere, i'm laying on the couch...
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i live in los angeles (well, oc, but close enough) and instead of being out somewhere, i'm laying on the couch...
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redstatic:
*yawn! nah, its not wierd..... i did the same last night....albeit not mamma mia...
johnnyu:
Damn, missed u! Ive been down with the crud that's going around so I satyed in last night. I checked around a bit, didn't see anyone on and finally gave up and watched TV.
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abfackeln:
The pheonix is spectacular!!
tasteofdesire:
The body art saga...
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stirfry:
as self portraits go...
not fail.
not fail.
tasteofdesire:
Sucking at self-portraits since 2003.
So I just got home from the rheumatologist.
She went over the blood work and now she doesn't think it's RA. Now she says there's some protein in my blood that shouldn't be, and we need to do further tests. It could be simple inflammation, or it could be - and this is where I get freaked out - bone lesions or bone marrow "issues."...
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She went over the blood work and now she doesn't think it's RA. Now she says there's some protein in my blood that shouldn't be, and we need to do further tests. It could be simple inflammation, or it could be - and this is where I get freaked out - bone lesions or bone marrow "issues."...
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theaceface:
Awwwww, and I had such high hopes for you up until you said CLEVELAND.
Next week, red dress? There will be plenty of those, but I'm sure you'll somehow stand out.
Next week, red dress? There will be plenty of those, but I'm sure you'll somehow stand out.
theaceface:
Honey, you can't be proud of teams that choke when it counts the most.
Red dress, leopard print heels...why are we not out together right now?
Red dress, leopard print heels...why are we not out together right now?
I'm debating going to Club Suicide this weekend, but I'm not sure if I'm going to feel up to it. I'd have to go by myself because I don't think anyone will go with me, but I'm always awkward when I'm alone. I wish I could be one of those girls who could go to clubs or bars by herself and be fine, but I...
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browneyedboy:
just go. pretend you're seth rogan. everyone likes him and wants to be around him. i'm not saying you should grow a beard. i'm just saying that if you project his energy, people will gravitate towards you.
and remember: everyone is awkward, even when they are with a group.
that said, i hate going places by myself.
and remember: everyone is awkward, even when they are with a group.
that said, i hate going places by myself.
johnnyu:
I would love to go with u since I have just nibbled on a Taste of Desire.... but alas, separated by a continent and a cold for me. Regardless of what u did, i hope u had fun!
i have a class on european union law from 8:30-10:30pm wednesday nights. for this reason, i get a venti latte every time, because um, hi, night classes suck after a full day of work.
so i'm sitting in class in the back row, talking to my friend ian who is sitting next to me. in walks this girl with a giant backpack slung over her...
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so i'm sitting in class in the back row, talking to my friend ian who is sitting next to me. in walks this girl with a giant backpack slung over her...
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