tarzan

So today i should have done more work than i did. But i couldnt motivate myself to get away from the cozy comfort of my beds confives.. I wish people got to hibernate like bears do. Id hide away in a room with some few choice items and not come out for a few months.

Going back to what ithink of as home tomorrow.

Today I found a brouchure for a "happy light" on my fathers night stand. MY frined dave has one. Its for seasonal depression and it gives off some fancy patns light that mimmicks the suns rays, spectrum, blah blah blah scintific shit. Ive wanted one for so long after sitting in my friends room for an hour with it and feeling better.
BUT its 200 and i dont have that.

Im going to start substute teaching soon, the tech school pays 100 a day. Hmmmmm

Reading Benni's recent post made me rember some things. Hmmmmmmm

Ive decided that Im deffinatly taking some "time off" once this whole school thing is over. What does that even mean anyway. what am i taking time off from, what other people want me to do. Durring the course of this break i think Id like to move far away. Hmmmmmm

Im suposed to see an old friend tonight. My oldest actually. Waiting for her to call.

What Id really like to be doing with the next few months of my life is working, take back up smoking and painting, claim residency about 2 hours north of here, and gat about ten more hours worth of ink work done.

well guess I should go eat something for the first time today before I go out. Its only 7:13.

Hmmmmm Hmmmmm Hmmmmm