i feel depressed.
i want to roll around naked on my hardwood floors with all the blinds closed and the lights off with some sad placebo song playing in the background.
i want to snort lines and get drunk.
what is my problem?
i haven't felt like this in so long...
"can this saviour be for real or are you just my seventh seal?"
i'm positive it's the damn pregnancy hormones. geez, i'm moody enough on my own.
i miss my club kid days sometimes...miss the parties and the shallowness of it all...miss the glitter and the lights and the bass and the the crowds and the costumes....
i miss losing myself in the music and just dancing for hours....
damn hurricanes. i wanted to walk barefoot on the beach this weekend, maybe i'll just play on the swings in the rain at the playground behind my house instead.
don't mind my mood. it'll change by tonight or tomorrow. i've always been a melodramatic little thing.
*edit* edited to say that thanks to some lunch break sex with the husband i feel much better now
divine exhaustion. i think i'll take a nap 
i want to roll around naked on my hardwood floors with all the blinds closed and the lights off with some sad placebo song playing in the background.
i want to snort lines and get drunk.
what is my problem?
i haven't felt like this in so long...
"can this saviour be for real or are you just my seventh seal?"
i'm positive it's the damn pregnancy hormones. geez, i'm moody enough on my own.
i miss my club kid days sometimes...miss the parties and the shallowness of it all...miss the glitter and the lights and the bass and the the crowds and the costumes....
i miss losing myself in the music and just dancing for hours....
damn hurricanes. i wanted to walk barefoot on the beach this weekend, maybe i'll just play on the swings in the rain at the playground behind my house instead.
don't mind my mood. it'll change by tonight or tomorrow. i've always been a melodramatic little thing.
*edit* edited to say that thanks to some lunch break sex with the husband i feel much better now
divine exhaustion. i think i'll take a nap VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
becominghuman:
i feel like that every once in a while, then i realize my brain is already rotting out and doing any more drugs ever will ruin me. sex rules!!
geeknik:
i would say your mood would improve after you have the kid, but alas, that is not the case. but at least then you can snort some lines and get drunk( as long as you find a babysitter ). 