and i'm lonesome when you're around
i'm never lonesome when i'm by myself...
and i miss you when you're around....
everything reminds me of john and everyone reminds me of how they are not john. i feel so alone and distant and misunderstood that it makes me want to pull away from everyone even more. i haven't been acting like me lately...well, i've been acting like the old me at least, and i don't want to be her anymore- wild and irresponsible...i'm trying so hard just to hold myself together...
15 days to go....
wait...they don't love you like i love you...
i'm never lonesome when i'm by myself...
and i miss you when you're around....
everything reminds me of john and everyone reminds me of how they are not john. i feel so alone and distant and misunderstood that it makes me want to pull away from everyone even more. i haven't been acting like me lately...well, i've been acting like the old me at least, and i don't want to be her anymore- wild and irresponsible...i'm trying so hard just to hold myself together...
15 days to go....
wait...they don't love you like i love you...
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loismustdie:
sorry hon... feel free to drive up to shawnee for an easygoing, uh, non wild time... this town blows... hehehehe
sirscootsalot:
I feel like I'm at the finish line near the ocean. Hidalgo is coming, and he's going to win! ....I don't know what I'm talking about....I'm Joey.