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Tuesday Mar 22, 2005

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Four hours sleep. *twitch*

I awoke at 5am this morning after dreaming that I was sleeping in a four poster bed. Needless to say the reality was something of a disappointment.

Having failed miserably to go back to sleep, I got up, made myself a drink, grabbed a cigarette and watched the sun come up through the open window.

Which was nice. Until it a) pissed it down with rain and b) I had to get dressed to come to work.

I have this sinking sense of dread that today could be one of the longest and most heartbreaking days of my life. I want to go back to bed. *sob*

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Updated to say:

Well, it's 6.30pm and I'm still going strong on a combination of caffeine, nicotine, whisky and sweets. I am so going to crash and burn in about 3 hours. frown

On the plus side, all the sugar in my blood has given me plenty of energy to think about stuff (when I should have been working) and I say "Fuck it." It's time to put myself first for once and stop worrying about what other people think.
VIEW 19 of 19 COMMENTS
andy_hallam:
Hope the dread didn't turn into certainty for you, thats just the worst.

And - go whisky! biggrin
Mar 22, 2005
rainwolfkin:
maybe you can even pick more than one! wink
Mar 22, 2005

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