Confidence.

Appreciation.

And a better understanding of people.

I honestly found myself here on Suicide Girls.

Until I joined SG I honestly thought that your 'beauty shines from within' was just something we said to keep ourselves feeling beautiful on bad days. Now I know that confidence and love are all you need to shine bright and warm yourself on those dark days.

Without this new self love I never would have had the confidence to go through with my boob job (which I am so very grateful for) or been open to making the amazing new friends I have met since joining!

(Shout outs to @victory @shalafein and @katsnumber1fan haha. I appreciate you)

You really don't know your friends until you tell them you enjoy being naked on the internet haha. But what I have lost in quantity I have gained in quality.

Learning about so many beautiful and uniquely alternative people and their lifestyles has really left me with a much larger love for the world and all it's inhabitants. Even springing this but into action to finally go vegetarian again (after a very long hiatus) with the intention of becoming vegan very soon. Yay!

So much love,

Amaryllis xx