tarnished_fairy

Tonight Max told me that he wants me to come with him to hang out with friends on friday. They are gonna play poker and he's makin a big deal out of me coming. I asked him why? See heres the thing, when he's with his friends (guys and girls) i don't exist, i'm invisible, like i'm not there whatsoever. But the main thing is...
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YAY! I don't have to go to Edson again! YAY! i went yesterday with max (thank god). and miracle of miracles, it only took them 3 hours to change my tires, do a service and look at my brakes. that's a first, every other time it's taken them 5 hours (at least) to do just a service. but i got to see my puppy and...
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grr... i need to get a job, but it just isn't working. I've been trying to get one since January, and it's not an issue of experience. It's the whole my parents wouldn't allow me to work while in high school thing that's doing it. grr.

Ohh and do you know how hard it is to find people who want ear candling, palmistry, flower essences,...
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Last night i got asked (by an old friend) why i had gotten a boob job? What the hell? Just for your info, my ladies are all natural, they just feel the need to play a more pronounced role in my life.

Ugh... it's only 8:30... i can't go to sleep for at least another 2 hours. I have my last flower essence class tomorrow,...
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So today i dyed my hair a new colour, well ok it's an old colour but whatever.... anywayz, i decided that since the change of look occured that new pics were needed. but i don't know how to get them on here so they're on my myspace page if ya wanna see em. laterz

So it's about 10 after 1 in the morning right now. I'm picking max up from work at 4:30am so theres really no point in falling asleep now. So to keep myself awake i thought that i'd type out a new blog. I'm on my new set of flower essences, it's the end of week 1 tomorrow. The combo is called If Only You Were...
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It's sunday night, and i actually had a good day today. Woke up, read many edgar allan poe stories and poems, cuddled with max, napped, went to the mall and hung out for a few hours, got home, amazing sex , drove max to work, planted a herb garden, and came on here. I'm even wearing the Qi Vampire shirt today. God i love being...
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aw, there are some major sweeties on here. tanks. so today was ok, sad again but for different reasons. Today was the last flower essence class with laurie, and we had to open up our heart chakras by going to a memory or thought where we are completely and totally (unconditionally) loved. I love that the class is so personal and intimate but at the...
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So another lonely night and day. I really wish that i didn't feel like such a blow up doll right now. It's been a lonely day that way. But one good and interesting thing. I made up my first flower essence dosage bottle today, for the mix that jenn suggested. I already know that it's gonna kick the shit out of me. I called it...
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... so i guess you can't delete blogs... damn.