tarnished_fairy

So for the first time in a long time i'm feeling artsy today, something inside just sparkled with creativity. so i found my 2 blank canvas boards, cut up my destroyed ( ) bondage pants and pulled out all my paints. it was then i realized that i have no good paint brushes. i really fucked up the cheap ones i had. So now i...
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My twisted heart
reveals no start
and to no end
i'm falling apart
and no one seems to care
you don't even care

should i even try
through my tear stained eyes
to understand your whys?
never a reason
never a rhyme
always a little less then
on time

and so i fall down the rabbit hole
hoping that one day i'll stop
reach bottom,...
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So this week has been pretty amazing i must say. Friday i shot my first set, which was so much fun. It's weird i was much more comfortable then i thought that i initally would have been. My friend Heather came over and did my makeup before too, so i was all vamped up and it kicked ass. i get the pics back this week,...
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So max and i found a place! and it's a house!!! hahahaha. Ok so today we were looking again, running all over the city trying to find a place to live, someplace not too bad and not too much. And we ending up scoring the deal of a lifetime. It's a townhouse owned and run by the same landlord that i have now. It's a...
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I tried talking to my mom yesterday, and she flipped at me for what i want to be the last or at least second last time. I found out that she lied to me about my money, see i was told after my grandparents died that they had left my brother and i a shit load of money as an inheritance. I've been using some...
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So I'm moving. Things have been really crazy financially lately, with me not having a job and max starting a new one. We won't have enough money to live here and live, so today during max's lunch break we talked about it (turns out we were thinking the exact same thing) and so we need to move. we are both starting to look for places...
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today is such a fantastical day, its slightly chilly outside , the first sound of thunder just crsuhed through the stillless sound of the sky, it's grey and now starting to rain. and my photoshoot for my first set is set up for august 11th. YAY! and a really good old movie (The Opposite Sex, a remake of the classic The Women) was on this...
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So i started playing FFXI, ok this game is so fucking addicting! YAY! hehe. so i started playing 3 days ago (total of 9hours) and i'm i just reached level 8. I'm a mithra, closest to who i though represents me i guess. But it was fantastical choice, on my first day playing this one guy gave me 20,000 gil, and today i got the...
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Wow today kicks so much major assage it's completely insane!! hehe yay! So first and foremost the lovely Aspasia is going to shoot my first set! YAY! Ok, so that has completely made my day. And the next wonderful thing that happened today is i'm getting paid by my boyfriends work to help him sell the companys stuff on ebay. I'm getting $100 for the...
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