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It's 2:30am, and i've decided i'm not going to sleep tonight....

i was playing final fantasy but i died for the 6th time today so i figured that i would take a break. max is sleeping on the floor beside me... he's so like a puppy.

i got to thinking today about my friendships.... and it seems that the only actual friends i have (aside...
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why is it that horrible things always happen at the happiest time of year.... well i guess it's supposed to be...

but maybe that's just a lie we've held on to since childhood....

maybe our parent's told us that so that we would have some hope.... we can't all have happy endings can we?
and now we are still desperatly clinging to that hope...

But...
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The day the world fell....
It may shock you to know that on thursday night of last week the world fell to peices. It's slowly being rebuilt, so no worries or fears, and there's no point to freaking out, rioting and looting because it's being accomplished so quickly that most of you didn't even notice....

or maybe we're all just jaded......

who knows....

... that's...
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Today is going great actually, and honestly i wasn't expecting it to.

I saw my mom and brother yesterday... basically my dad is trying to get her to stay by threatening her...

I want to rip his head off and feed his body to buddy, his dog that i've never liked.

Last night was a breakdown night... i got so mad at FFXI that i...
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fox:
oooo what game? I want to play...I am such a closet nerd! Well hope all is well now that your laundry has been hung out to dry!


Game on
Fox
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it feels like the whole fucking world is falling apart...

last night my brother called me crying.... we haven't spoken in like 3 months.... mom and dad were fighting after dad attacked ty... cut up his face..... apparently my brother tried to kill himself about a month ago.... anywayz, while on the phone he was in his room, he yelled at my dad to stop...
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fox:
awww you no tarnished fairy...you a golden fairy! ***Love***! Hey so thanks very much! I've wanted to be a killer whale trainer since third grade! I am going to school this year to take Child development. No marine biology is really not the feild that is required. Actually you only need a high school diploma to be an animal trainer...but how is a diploma going to measure up next to a degree. So hence the classes. Anyway, thank you for your support. I have to agree with the above it is a crazy world out there...no wonder I fit in so well!

Lots of love
Fox
elly:
I've actually never seen the movie... frown

I got the shirt as a present because I fit the description!
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aw,
thanks guy. I'm ok now, the other day just really fucked with my head. no doc though.... too scary. and with the kidney stones and infections, physicals, pills, and the 6 emergency room visits this year... i think i've had enough of that for the rest of this year. If it happens again, i'll go, but until then, i'm just gonna have to have...
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rys:
I know. There's a point where you can just have enough doctoring. I don't want to see another doctor for a year I swear!
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ok, i just had the biggest fucking scare of my whole life.
i was in the shower, and suddenly it felt like i couldn't breathe properly. my vision went all fuzzy and blurry, felt dizzy, couldn't stand straight, and my hearing, well it felt like my ears were plugged and i couldn't really hear anyting.
i felt like i was going to pass out or...
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aspasia:
Sounds like you may have had a panic attack . . . did you/are you going to the dr?
lavonne:
Thanks! smile

I hope you're okay. Definitely see a doctor though. Better to be safe in case it happens again at a worse time.
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It's so freakin pretty outside right now... i wish i didn't have to go to work so i could enjoy this wonderfully snowy day. It's freezing outside, the kind of cold where you have to plug your car in at night so that it will start in the morning. And it snowed through a bit of the night, and that's continueing now. the downside... the...
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faye:
Thank you so so so much!
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So today was interesting... not great, well parts of it were. I got a free theraputic massage which was so nice. And max has really been there for me today, even though i've been kind of a bitch. A lot of things were just getting to me today.... my mood was really out of it. stupid hormones. but it means i'm not pregnant so i...
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9005900:
When you find "that" pill to make people disappear, I want to buy several!!!

Hope you're doing good!!

smile
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i don't know how to phrase it properly...

yesterday was shit, nothing seemed to go right.... the roads here in edmonton were bad cause it snowed the whole day and night before. work sucked, i didn't get paid like i was supposed to, found out that my boss doesn't want me working there 3 days a week like i'm gonna be, the computer was mad...
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