tarnished_fairy

SO now that i've realized what i'm meant to do in this life (aside from being a 1950s housewife) it opens up a whole new perspective and opportunity in my life.

Step one: write my fairy tale. As stated before revamp the fuck out of it, twist it, make it better.

step two: work on getting it published... this sadly requires (or is at least...
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I've realized what i really want to do with my life.
it came to me last night
i also know why i have a boring ass job
so that i have time to work on it

i'm going to be (and i'm meant to be) a writer.

I'm going to totally revamp my first fairy tale, make it longer then children's book size.
i've finally...
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I'm hoping that all the money shit that's going on is the end of the bad, the clearing out of all the final shit so that the good can start to come in.

Some little piss ant got a hold of my credit card info. They only made one charge... to start a cell phone account with virgin wireless, but they were about to make...
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you know... when i was younger i used to think that it would be so great to have my real dad in the picture. Even though he abandoned us, i would have given anything to have him in my life. And then i got that.... it caused a lot of problems with my mom.... she didn't trust him, wondered what his motives were....

i wish...
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2006 has decided that it's going to go out in a blaze of glory and kick me in the teeth yet again.

I'm going back to 2 days a week at work again, why? because my boss is a bitch who decided she wants more days in there because she's not wanting to be at the hospital anymore. SO she's saying a big fuck you...
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So it's very unlikely... but i will actually stay awake tonight.... MADHOUSE is playing on TCM at midnight... Fuck Rob Zombie has great taste in movies! hehe. it's a vincent price flick. and after that it's another gooder from the master of macabre, The Last Man On Earth. It's based on the book, I Am Legend, by Richard Matheson. He wrote the second largest amount...
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well christmas is over,
the lights still hanging, the tree still glowing
all presents unwrapped, used up, or put away.....

i got cookbooks, a slow cooker, kitchen canasters, a shitload of hot chocolate mix, giftcard for safeway (yea my grandparents bought us groceries!), these sweet samari sword replica envelope openers... basically the theme for me this year was very much housewife.

so i spent today...
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I so can't wait for the weekend..... christmas specials, final fantasy XI (complete with ALL the expansions... early christmas pressie from max), and just lazing about i guess.

But is anyone else finding that it just doesn't feel like christmas this year... or at least that the actual christmas spirit is seriously lacking and coming in way too late? Monday morning i put up my...
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Well kiddies it's time for me to rant again on the subject of RUINING STORIES with new pretty movies! Remember my review of The Omen?

I just saw the trailer for Blood and Chocolate. Sure it looks like a good movie but they changed the WHOLE FUCKING STORY!!!!

As you can tell i'm not happy about this....

see Blood and Chocolate is my all time...
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my numerology for today said that i'm going to be extremely sensitive to the world today. bout fuckin time it mentioned that. I've been sensitive to the world for the past couple.

It's mostly one issue that keeps coming but there's not a lot i can do about it..... the whole not having any actualy friends thing. See outside of the internet (with the exception...
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