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today feels lost. sort of like i'm invisible or at least silent. no can understand me. no one is listening. no one is reading.

like carnival of souls
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this week has been kind of busy. wedding planning is fun though. We changed our minds this morning on Banff... instead we are doing it here in edmonton, easier, cheaper and we'll get exactly what we want this way. We had things ready to be set up in banff but when we got the contract with the company it was completely different then what we...
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So the process has started.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
In Banff, AB

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rin:
congratulations!! i am sure it will be beautiful, if not a bit chillywink
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so i'm getting married in april (2008). Everything has pretty much been decided upon except who will be invited. here's my dilemma. do i invite my mother and her husband or not?

One the one hand she's my mom... and i really don't want to hurt her (which not inviting her will do) plus the part of me that loves her and that wants to...
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I'm so freakin excited right now!
for those who don't know Turner Classic Movies (TCM) is doing what they call Summer Under the Stars for all of august, where each day they focus on a different actor/actress and show only movies from that particular person for the whole day (24 hours). Tomorrow morning (or every late tonight, how ever you see it) they are dedicating...
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rin:
that sounds like an awesome movie linuep! i kind of wish i had tv so i could catch all of them.
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I hate looking for a doctor... as of now it's always come up with nothing. really. I tried capital health but everyone i phone from their list of docs isn't actually accepting new patients.

The patch isn't working out... it's actually left scars on my skin. I can't really rely on it and it's itchy as hell. Plus i'm out of those in 2 months...
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i'm tired... it's been a long day with not much sleep... and i don't imagine i'll be getting much tonight either.

while making supper i sliced open my finger with a very sharp bread knife... even cut throught the nail. it still hurts like a bitch and i've got enough bandaids on it to make it look like i have a cast on my finger....
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faye:
YAY I'm so proud of you! WAY TO GO LADY! kiss kiss kiss
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ty showed up on my doorstep last night.
he brought candy so max invited him in
then max promptly fell asleep on the couch
leaving me to talk with the asshole
he stunk (badly) cause he hasn't showered in 2 days
he has no place to live
he continued to lie his ass off to me
now he thinks that everything is ok with us...
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faye:
Lady it's YOUR house - don't forget that. Even if your man is friends with him and whatever, totally bring up the fact that last time he fell asleep and that you are not comfortable with him there. Say that it's fine if they remain friends and GO OUT together but ask him to try an avoid having him at the house. And diffidently say that he isn't welcome to stay the night.

Swallow ur pride, be a bit of an asshole if it's what you really want. You'll probably thank yourself.
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it seems that all i'm doing lately is retracing my steps, rethinking, replanning, redoing.

I'm pissed at a few people.. The same people who bitch at me constantly for never hanging out with them, even if they give me 5 hours notice for a camping trip, the same people who didn't talk to me for a fucking year.

I use that word entirely too much....
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ayane:
Yay ! I'm glad you're liking them, doll ! kiss
fatal:
hey thanks for the comment on my set smile
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Myth has been acting really weird lately... mostly she's back to her old normal self since she was fixed and declawed... full of energy and not liking being alone... well the latter is worse. Now every time i leave the house, even if max is home she goes to the door and cries as loud as she possibly can. She hides from max and wants...
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