tarnished_fairy

i'm tired... it's been a long day with not much sleep... and i don't imagine i'll be getting much tonight either.

while making supper i sliced open my finger with a very sharp bread knife... even cut throught the nail. it still hurts like a bitch and i've got enough bandaids on it to make it look like i have a cast on my finger. supper was good though haha.

I'm glad max was here.. i was fine at first but i looked at it while going upstairs to where the bathroom and bandaids are... almost had a panic attack.. i'm fine with blood but when i can see inside my flesh... like it can be pulled apart then i can't handle it. I've been a little out of it since.

but wine, 4 tylenols, and chocolate cake did nicely to brighten my mood haha.