Last night was fucked up... in a very scary way.
First yes we did have a major storm, scary lightning and pouring rain. I went to bed before max came home, was too tired. and when he got into bed i woke up... or at least i thought i did.
I was having a semi-conscious nightmare... like a panic attack in my sleep... A lot happened. I punched myth, attacked my pillow (seriously... punched it, slammed it into the closet doors, threw it around, screamed at it), got out of bed and went somewhere for a half hour... although i don't know where. Max came looking for me but couldn't find me anywhere in the house. Then all of sudden i showed up the room again. And was going through convulsions....
First yes we did have a major storm, scary lightning and pouring rain. I went to bed before max came home, was too tired. and when he got into bed i woke up... or at least i thought i did.
I was having a semi-conscious nightmare... like a panic attack in my sleep... A lot happened. I punched myth, attacked my pillow (seriously... punched it, slammed it into the closet doors, threw it around, screamed at it), got out of bed and went somewhere for a half hour... although i don't know where. Max came looking for me but couldn't find me anywhere in the house. Then all of sudden i showed up the room again. And was going through convulsions....
Never has anyone ever said exactly what I needed to hear..."Misery loves company and so it just invites more in"
I am going to say that every day until things get better and I am going to live it too!
Thank you for understanding!
I'll have your bag in the mail tomorrow
XOXOXO