I had to phone and ask my mom for money again today.... otherwise well next week we'd be completely broke.. no money for anything, and the really shitty thing is i'll need my $50 perscription then. grr.
what's worse is that she acts like we are somehow trying to make this harder on ourselves.
Backstory: on monday max found out that he's now a laborour at his job, because the truck broke down, so anywayz now he doesn't work until may... leaving us screwed for the rest of the month.
So he's been trying to find another job, the search isn't going well. And with me still not working we have no money coming in right at this moment.
But wish us luck, max has a great job interview on monday which would make things a lot better. And i've been applying still... over 100 diff jobs now... hopefully someone says yes.
But what's bugging me most is she's acting like we aren't even trying. So she just spends the time yelling at me, getting more pissed off because things aren't working out right now.
It's been a long fucking day. Fighting with max, then fighting with my mom....
things just aren't working out lately
what's worse is that she acts like we are somehow trying to make this harder on ourselves.
Backstory: on monday max found out that he's now a laborour at his job, because the truck broke down, so anywayz now he doesn't work until may... leaving us screwed for the rest of the month.
So he's been trying to find another job, the search isn't going well. And with me still not working we have no money coming in right at this moment.
But wish us luck, max has a great job interview on monday which would make things a lot better. And i've been applying still... over 100 diff jobs now... hopefully someone says yes.
But what's bugging me most is she's acting like we aren't even trying. So she just spends the time yelling at me, getting more pissed off because things aren't working out right now.
It's been a long fucking day. Fighting with max, then fighting with my mom....
things just aren't working out lately
devika:
write a letter to the universe. ask it to stop dumping on you and list what you want outta life at the moment. It has worked for me. Just remember to thank it when things fall into place. And you really have to believe that things will get better. if we porject good things it will come back. 