Man i was soo needing today. Which is strange as hell to hear for a monday. it's snowing outside!!!!! whoohoozalz! I've been craving winter, needing to see the soft puffy flakes hit the ground, so much that a white blanket soon forms over the whole world. i missed the marshmellow world. Also i molded my saber vampire fangs to my teeth this morning. although i've realized that my teeth are seriously shaped apart and making my mouth not even, i'm still happy. and i got a cheque from the government... just the amount i needed to get rid of financial fears for a few weeks anyway. So all in all, so far it's a good day. ohh and i probably won't be hearing much more from or about she who shall not be named... YAY!
.......................................................................................oops spoke too soon. shit. how is it that she always sneaks her way in, and then i get hurt. see this is what i meant by the last blog. and today was going so well. i hate that i can't let go of things, i hate that this shit won't leave my brain. and now i'm sad again. fuck. maybe things would be easier and better if i just wasn't apart of any of it, if i just wasn't here.
i hate thinking like this
.......................................................................................oops spoke too soon. shit. how is it that she always sneaks her way in, and then i get hurt. see this is what i meant by the last blog. and today was going so well. i hate that i can't let go of things, i hate that this shit won't leave my brain. and now i'm sad again. fuck. maybe things would be easier and better if i just wasn't apart of any of it, if i just wasn't here.
i hate thinking like this