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2006 has decided that it's going to go out in a blaze of glory and kick me in the teeth yet again.

I'm going back to 2 days a week at work again, why? because my boss is a bitch who decided she wants more days in there because she's not wanting to be at the hospital anymore. SO she's saying a big fuck you...
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So it's very unlikely... but i will actually stay awake tonight.... MADHOUSE is playing on TCM at midnight... Fuck Rob Zombie has great taste in movies! hehe. it's a vincent price flick. and after that it's another gooder from the master of macabre, The Last Man On Earth. It's based on the book, I Am Legend, by Richard Matheson. He wrote the second largest amount...
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well christmas is over,
the lights still hanging, the tree still glowing
all presents unwrapped, used up, or put away.....

i got cookbooks, a slow cooker, kitchen canasters, a shitload of hot chocolate mix, giftcard for safeway (yea my grandparents bought us groceries!), these sweet samari sword replica envelope openers... basically the theme for me this year was very much housewife.

so i spent today...
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I so can't wait for the weekend..... christmas specials, final fantasy XI (complete with ALL the expansions... early christmas pressie from max), and just lazing about i guess.

But is anyone else finding that it just doesn't feel like christmas this year... or at least that the actual christmas spirit is seriously lacking and coming in way too late? Monday morning i put up my...
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Well kiddies it's time for me to rant again on the subject of RUINING STORIES with new pretty movies! Remember my review of The Omen?

I just saw the trailer for Blood and Chocolate. Sure it looks like a good movie but they changed the WHOLE FUCKING STORY!!!!

As you can tell i'm not happy about this....

see Blood and Chocolate is my all time...
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my numerology for today said that i'm going to be extremely sensitive to the world today. bout fuckin time it mentioned that. I've been sensitive to the world for the past couple.

It's mostly one issue that keeps coming but there's not a lot i can do about it..... the whole not having any actualy friends thing. See outside of the internet (with the exception...
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It's 2:30am, and i've decided i'm not going to sleep tonight....

i was playing final fantasy but i died for the 6th time today so i figured that i would take a break. max is sleeping on the floor beside me... he's so like a puppy.

i got to thinking today about my friendships.... and it seems that the only actual friends i have (aside...
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why is it that horrible things always happen at the happiest time of year.... well i guess it's supposed to be...

but maybe that's just a lie we've held on to since childhood....

maybe our parent's told us that so that we would have some hope.... we can't all have happy endings can we?
and now we are still desperatly clinging to that hope...

But...
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The day the world fell....
It may shock you to know that on thursday night of last week the world fell to peices. It's slowly being rebuilt, so no worries or fears, and there's no point to freaking out, rioting and looting because it's being accomplished so quickly that most of you didn't even notice....

or maybe we're all just jaded......

who knows....

... that's...
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Today is going great actually, and honestly i wasn't expecting it to.

I saw my mom and brother yesterday... basically my dad is trying to get her to stay by threatening her...

I want to rip his head off and feed his body to buddy, his dog that i've never liked.

Last night was a breakdown night... i got so mad at FFXI that i...
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fox:
oooo what game? I want to play...I am such a closet nerd! Well hope all is well now that your laundry has been hung out to dry!


Game on
Fox
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it feels like the whole fucking world is falling apart...

last night my brother called me crying.... we haven't spoken in like 3 months.... mom and dad were fighting after dad attacked ty... cut up his face..... apparently my brother tried to kill himself about a month ago.... anywayz, while on the phone he was in his room, he yelled at my dad to stop...
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fox:
awww you no tarnished fairy...you a golden fairy! ***Love***! Hey so thanks very much! I've wanted to be a killer whale trainer since third grade! I am going to school this year to take Child development. No marine biology is really not the feild that is required. Actually you only need a high school diploma to be an animal trainer...but how is a diploma going to measure up next to a degree. So hence the classes. Anyway, thank you for your support. I have to agree with the above it is a crazy world out there...no wonder I fit in so well!

Lots of love
Fox
elly:
I've actually never seen the movie... frown

I got the shirt as a present because I fit the description!
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aw,
thanks guy. I'm ok now, the other day just really fucked with my head. no doc though.... too scary. and with the kidney stones and infections, physicals, pills, and the 6 emergency room visits this year... i think i've had enough of that for the rest of this year. If it happens again, i'll go, but until then, i'm just gonna have to have...
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rys:
I know. There's a point where you can just have enough doctoring. I don't want to see another doctor for a year I swear!