tarnished_fairy

it seems that all i'm doing lately is retracing my steps, rethinking, replanning, redoing.

I'm pissed at a few people.. The same people who bitch at me constantly for never hanging out with them, even if they give me 5 hours notice for a camping trip, the same people who didn't talk to me for a fucking year.

I use that word entirely too much....
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Myth has been acting really weird lately... mostly she's back to her old normal self since she was fixed and declawed... full of energy and not liking being alone... well the latter is worse. Now every time i leave the house, even if max is home she goes to the door and cries as loud as she possibly can. She hides from max and wants...
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ty admitted to my mom this morning that he doesn't want to go to BC. so that's why he's been pulling all this shit. He just didn't think they'd make him do anything.

ohh well he has to be out of his place tonight with no where to go but BC. poor scott.

Ohh and i found this out this morning... when i'm subject to...
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So the bastard didn't leave... he phoned me 5 mins after i had left (and he knew i was on my way) to tell me that tonight isn't going to work and i have to pick him up tomorrow cause if i showed up tonight he wouldn't be there/ Then he flipped on me and kept saying how it was all my fault. he knows...
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In 2 hours my brother will be out of my life for good.
YAY!

/em dances happily

So you know all that shit he was pulling? (look back 2 notes) well today he tried some more. First by phoning my mom telling her that he couldn't get a hold of scott (his best friend) and that as far as he knew scott was out of...
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I've yet again learned that warcraft and max's computer are more important than anything i have to say.... they come first....


Myth is home again
I picked her up from the vet this morning... god last night was long... i had gotten so used to having someone around that as soon as she was gone i was having fucking breakdowns. I can't handle being alone...
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Last night was fucked up... in a very scary way.

First yes we did have a major storm, scary lightning and pouring rain. I went to bed before max came home, was too tired. and when he got into bed i woke up... or at least i thought i did.

I was having a semi-conscious nightmare... like a panic attack in my sleep... A lot...
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It's 1 minute to midnight... and surprisingly enough i haven't napped yet.. which is good considering that i'm running on 3 hours of sleep. I'm too fucking nice.

And there's lightning and thunder outside right now... a pretty little storm that's been brewing since late afternoon. So i'm sitting here waiting for rain to come, for time to pass and listening to alkaline trio and...
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I'm definitly not liking the whole be alone all night aspect of max's job... not looking forward to thursday when i won't even have myth around to keep my company.

So i bought 3 canvas boards, oil paints, brushes, a mixing pallet so that i'll have something to do during the night. Now i'm looking for something to paint. I can't do my Marlon Brando...
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So it's back to being just me, max and myth. It's better this way, it works.

It looks like it's going to a cool dark and dreary day today. maybe it'll rain?

Max starts his 2 weeks on nightshift tonight. It's going to be interesting to say the least. He works from 5pm-3am.... right now it's expected that i go on his schedual too... and...
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